take this.
______Your Life______
they call me: "matt james, bitch!"
also: james, mj, matty, mateo, james matt
sex: male
occupation: military/student
most memorable memory:
worst: getting lost in some places, at night.
_______Fast Forward_______
college planning to go to: no idea
wedding: on the beach, no need for family unless its neccessary :O
children: a few for each wife i have
looking forward to: summer.
NOT looking forward to: going to college after the marines training
_______Play_______
feeling: blah.
listening: earshot
talking to: my cousin
craving: MRE's
thinking: if school will suck hardcore 2mor
hating: that i didn't have a weekend, didnt see APC on friday
________Picky Picky_______
dog or cat: a pussy, shaved.
short or long hair: short, but oh well
sunshine or rain: sunshine
moon or sun: moon
basketball or football: basketball
righty or lefty: left
hugs or kisses: both
1 best friend or 10 acquaintances: one best friend
bf/gf or best friend: best friend
tv or radio: tv, both suck but radio is worse.
starbucks or jamba juice: neither
mcdonalds or burger king: neither
summer or winter: Summer
written letters or e-mails: letters
playstation or nintendo: playstation
disney or nickelodeon: snick
car or motorcycle: car
house party or club: house party
sing or dance: sing
yahoo messenger or aim: aim
google or ask jeeves: yahoo
_______Miscellaneous_______
can you swim: lemme see, i'll go tread water in my bathtub.
whats your most embarrassing moment: i'd try to forget them.
whats under your bed: a whole lotta nothing.
worst fear[s]: lonliness
what is your greatest accomplishment: getting into the marines.
what kinda roof is over your head: ..huh
do you like tomatoes: sure
how many TVs in the house: 3
how many phones: 4
last dentist visit: forgot
last phone call: idk
______My Looks______
hair color: brown
eye color: brown
height: 5'9
do u wear contacts or glasses: neither, SOMETIMES glasses.
do you have any piercing: no
do you wear any rings/jewelry: necklace
do you have a certain fashion you follow: khakis? sweatshirts?
______Just Lately______
how are you today: ok
what pants are you wearing right now: shorts
what does your hair look like at the moment: like hair
what is the weather like right now: rain.
last person you talked to on the phone: idk
last dream you can remember: going to the prom and fucking up
what time is it: 3:23
______More About Me______
if u were a crayon, what color would you be: blue
What's the next CD you are going to buy: buy cds?
The best advice ever given to you: idk
Have u ever won any special award: no
What's the stupidest thing you've ever done: falling for people too quickly.
Shampoo: idk
Do you have your own TV: yes
Do you have your own phone line: yes
Do you have your own computer: yes
Have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone: probably
Who do you tell your dreams to: if they're funny, tell my friends
Who's the loudest friend you have: justin
who's the quietest friend: idk
Is cheerleading a sport?: no
How many licks does it take to get to the center of a Tootsie Pop: 60 something
______Me And Love______
Do you have a crush: not really
Do others find you attractive: doubt it
______Pick One: This Or That?______
Lights on/off: Off
Do u like scary or happy movies better: Scary
Backstreet Boys or NSYNC: neither
On the phone or in person: person
Paper or plastic: ... how'd u know i work at gnazzos?
Sausage or pepperoni: sausage.
Chocolate or white milk: chocolate
Root Beer or Dr. Pepper: dr pepper
Glass half full or half empty: empty
Tape or DVD: dvd
skiing or boarding: boarding
Cake or pie: pake
Diamond or pearls: diamonds are forever
_______My Favs._______
Color: nigger black.
food: sushi, chinese food, italian
Beverages: diet soda + lime ;p
ice cream flavor: phish food
Sport: basketball, football, hockey
number: 13
Radio station: sucks
Band or singer: maynard j. keenan
Actor or Actress: jennifer love hewitt
Fav. day of the year: idk
Teacher: scannel
Qoute/Lyric: anything i've written
____________Have You Ever?____________
Wanted to kill someone: sometimes
Broke the law: yeah
Ran from the cops: i was chasing after them
tried to kill yourself: no
Made yourself throw up: no
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble: no
What time is it now: 3:29
Edit:
damage can be done, and it's been dealt with
i believed you were that very gift
storing you inside of my arms
now i've put up with this for longer than my heart can
my dreams can't help but just suffer
every emotion for you has disappeared
this is exactly what i feared
the one true thing i could rely on
i will die from
a picture of mistakes i made in sketching you out
there isn't a last chance to erase
there isn't any solution to trace
the frame will always stayed crooked
i hate who i am, and who i've become
thinking it was something to easily heal
still, why does my skin feel so numb
i cut to make sure everything is real
i look into your eyes, expecting to see what i used to
now they don't seem to shine like i knew
i hate myself for making my past kill who i am now
i've pushed away everything only to bring me down
either way, there's nothing that i can get
to make me feel better for my regret
for whatever made you upset
i'm willing to bring the past back and make the present forget
why is there still a bullet left in the gun?
i have yet to unload the last one
i'm ready to leave this disgusting place
when i have a disgusting face
only rainy days cheer me up more
you're not something worth waiting for
here is my last day on earth my lovely
lick the blood just to remember me
i'm going to die and you have no plans
but praying will only sprain your hands
god has nothing to do with this shit
and i'm glad i won't have to live with it
Also, here's some things you SHOULD be watching.. and you SHOULD already have a launch.com account, because they're amazing.
1. Slipknot - 'Duality' video.
2. Breaking Benjamin - 'So Cold' video, but wait for the other page to come up and you can figure out the rest.
Can you get out of this room? it'll help when you're bored tonight.
good quality stuff, enjoy. ::cheers::