dont take the time if its not worth the effort

[itcangethard]

i'm throwing my hat in and removing my name from the list

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it's worth the effort

[lone_cowgurl]

I feel really dumb doing this but I ususally do when it comes to things like this, and as I was always told to do when acting, "if you feel stupid then you're doing it right!", lets hope their right...I am completely aware of the fact that you posted this entry over a month ago, but I have just finished reading it for the first time. My eyes too have swelled but it's deffinatly not in pitty. It's because I relate to so much that you've said about yourself to myself that in a way, it was like a smarter me talking to myself. A REALLY smarter me. I'm not going to go on and lecture and ramble about things like, "well it happens to everyone," or some bull shit like that, cause it's a lie. I relate to the 18 year old virgin thing, even tho you are a year older than me. I too would rather hold hands and cuddle than go at it in a dark room hoping their parents won't hear. I don't know what it is that makes us different than the rest of the young adult world, I might actually like to know some day, but right now I love it! I'm not a conformer