and if you promise to always be there
i promise to always be here

and if you'll always be good to me
i'll never do you wrong

I don't care where else i'd be right now
because i'm here with you

i'll always be right here with you

i'll follow you down
to where i'll lay
holding you hand
every step of the way

you'll only ever know
what the eye can see
and that show is never shown
but deep down inside me
this smile upon my face
is nothing but a frown
with tears that drown
any sense of worth
as i fall down
can i ever overcome this losing race?

how true is the trueness in true love?
truer than the fallicies of trust?
truer that the challenge of time?
truer that the most predictable tendancies?
what tests can true love take?
what tales can true love tell?
true love is the heart's tyrant

ashes to ashes
with the smallest of niceties
most precious moments
soundly standing
like the woods of red
by my side
look down on my little world
protect me from my myself
for i am my own worst enemy
i will look up to you
as the dusk kisses my lids
i think of you fondly
dust to dust...

I looked through you today. For a moment I saw my future, and smiled. I have loved before... loved hard, but none can begin to compare to you. Everyday I fall further with no end in sight. The word love is not enough, I must admit with immense fear. Your ears may never hear my true confession because I don't want the last thing I see to be ( Read more... )

Something must be done about this.
It has reached its high and
Action is necessary.
I fall into tears
At the very thought of it now.
I have brought it to its knees before.
It will not be hard to bury it
Six feet into the ground

Where the bad people belong.
By any means necessary
Put your foot down now
Six feet into the ground.

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I've finally had the perfect day that I've been looking for, not to mention needing. It was David's first day off in a while and Lee's birthday so a bunch of us took advantage of the beautiful day outside. We all went to Dodge beach for some basking in the sun and swimming. Surprise, surprise I didn't get sunburned either! To have everyone ( Read more... )

We don't have much time before they find us
And suck the blood that runs through both our viens
The blood so deep and true that fills our hearts full with love
So wrap us up tightly in the comfort of this blanket
It's the color of the night and we maybe be able to disappear
Hold out that much longer
In the least our bodies will warm each other.

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- I need to get a job
- I have an appointment with Dr. McPeak today. I have to admit that I think she might help, but at the same time I don't want to go because it's such a hassel
- People piss me off sometimes with their complete and utter lack of respect, even for their own friends.
- I love my boyfriend

I finally have a cell phone again after over a week, although it was kinda nice not having one I must admit. Even better is the fact that I no longer have to deal with Nextel's bullshit because I switched to cingular. But best of all, because of the switch I get to talk to Jessluv for FREE all the time! God I love that girl. You can always tell ( Read more... )