I often could see myself with you always, too bad it seems like an illusion. Fools think forever so suddenly. When I wake next to you I'm still dreaming and I can't keep my hands to myself. If I can feel you, you must be real. My eyes are afraid to close for fear that you may disappear. I can never seem to get close enough to you. Can you ( Read more... )

I'm beginning to believe that my life is plauged by a crippling doubt. I doubt myself, and everyone else. I always question. I always come up with alterior motives on both ends of the scale, which leaves me confused and unsure of anything it seems. I just want to trust completely. Just once I would like to accept a statement as it is. Why ( Read more... )

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! Why do I get jealous over his best friend?? Maybe because he's in love with her too, which means that I can never have all of his heart. That hurts but I don't care.

I'm having a freak out and I'm not sure how to make it stop. I've been home alone all night and I feel like I wish someone was here with me. I need some kind of support. David is at home. I don't know if he's still sleeping or not, but whatever he's doing is apparently more important. I'm irritated with him over that, but do I have a right to ( Read more... )

David is amazing regardless of what anyone else says. His past reputation means nothing to me because that is not who he is now. People change. I myself have changed as I've grown up. He's not such an asshole, like everyone seems to think. Actually, he's a goddamn sweetheart and, believe or not, sensitive. Now he may only show me that side of ( Read more... )

Your independence makes me feel so weak sometimes. I know that you can stand on your own two feet, but if you need to rest them you can do so on me.

I love hard and speak softly

nothing ever changes with my family. i will always be the outcast... isolating myself is the only way i get by

and he said, " im just thinking about you... no one here compares to you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you." I believe that he is being sincere because that's what my heart wants, even though my head says beware. I will ever so often question your honesty. You can't escape your past, it's haunting you. Be ready for my insecurities and just ( Read more... )

You were sleeping in my bed this morning
Sprawled out like it was home to you but
When I crawl in you're always the gracious host
Wrapping your arms around me
Holding me close
I feel so safe when I'm near you
My bed is my country and
You my army

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