Apparantly I've been left to fend for myself. I think it's payback for all those years of stifling everyone else. Staunchly denying their very existance, keeping them from coming out into this world ( Read more... )

I am very very constipated. It's fucking with me because I'm very bloated and I keep feeling this rise of panic inside because I think on and off that I've gained another ton of weight ( Read more... )

I have decided that the aforementioned 'dreams' will heretofore (did I just make that up?) be relegated to being simply dreams until I know otherwise.  I've had more and I just cannot and willnot discuss them that way again.  I don't like how it makes me feel.

In other news I started bleeding today.  And I've already had a period this month so it's ( Read more... )

Dreams. I had the strangest most vivid dreams that I actually do not think were dreams at all ( Read more... )

I am calmer than I have been in weeks. I'd like to say it's because I've had some awakening, or realized some monumental truth I hadn't seen previously. It's neither of those things. It's because of pills.

Not anti depressants or anything like that. It'd be better if it was but it's not.

It's because I bought some "energy supplements" that are ( Read more... )

For days I've been starting and stopping an entry. The words get too stupid and I get too self conscious ( Read more... )

How fitting:

The Antichrist
You scored 60% Pride, 70% Envy, 80% Ambition, and 50% Deceitfulness!

You are the Antichrist, a member of the unholy trinity along with The False Prophet and Satan. In the Bible you are described as the beast with seven heads and ten horns. You have the appearance of a leopard, with the feet of a bear and the mouth ( Read more... )