[Series] 6 Months 51/70
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Changmin wakes up to the soft touch of lips on his face, the tender touch of fingers sliding over his arms.
"I've traded one addiction for the other," Yoochun confesses softly, his eyes glassy and emotional.
Yoochun clings to him as they walk down the hall, though he thinks, he's clinging to Yoochun just the same. Almost afraid if he lets go, Yoochun will leave him again, remembering they're terrible for each other and that maybe it was only the relapse into the drugs that wanted him back.
Yunho and Jaejoong are sitting on the couch and Jaejoong is smiling as he messes with Yunho's hair, that is until he sees Changmin and the fingers fall and his smile disappears.
"You're alive," he is clearly talking to Yoochun.
Yoochun grasps his hand tighter and nods. "I'm sorry, Jaejoong," he says and Jaejoong stands up, Yunho's hand slipping from the place on his thigh. "I was fucked up and I-"
He breaks them apart and hugs Yoochun tight. Changmin walks over to Yunho's side and feels him pulling his arm to sit.
They watch and Yoochun's crying and Jaejoong is wiping his face and kissing his tears away, far more intimately than he feels comfortable with. He should be wrapped around Yoochun; it's his mouth that should be pressing against his skin. He can feel the irritation trickling in slowly but Yunho grabs his hand and leans in to whisper in his ear.
"Don't be jealous, Changmin," he says softly and Changmin turns away from the sight and sits back on the couch taking a deep breath. "It's not about you," he tells him and there's a small frown on his lips, "and it's not like that."
He can't help it.
Yoochun is his. Only his.
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