[Series] 6 Months 53/70
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One thing he does know.
He knows Yoochun is getting high, he sees his bloodshot eyes, his dilated pupils. He can't ignore the way he falls into bed and can't bother to appear alive when he passes out even when Changmin shakes him.
It pisses him off but he's in no position to yell at him.
He makes sure he's showered so Yoochun can't smell him and in bed when he comes back from classes but his eyes are open when Yoochun flops beside him and sleeps like the dead without even touching him.
Things are weird.
Yoochun doesn't come home so much anymore but always calls, feeds him stories that he's studying or with Jaejoong. He knows he's lying, he calls Yunho to check up on him and most of the time Yunho doesn't know what he's talking about. He knows he's using so when Yoochun makes his obligatory calls and Changmin's got his lips wrapped around the opening of a bottle, he doesn't care.
And when they're together it's different, detached and almost like there's nothing between them and maybe never was except drugs, booze and sex.
They fuck each other and have pointless conversations but Changmin sleeps on the couch a lot and Yoochun locks the door.
He thinks fate is preparing something bad for the near future.
All signs are pointing to it and Changmin seems to be waiting for it, even if he is stuck between a world of everlasting drunkenness and wishful sobriety.
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