More drama, what else is new? *sigh* I wish I would stop hearing shit. I haven't had any reason to doubt in over a month. For over a month, things have been amazing. I'm talking, happier-than-I've-ever-been-my-whole-life amazing. I love him so much and for once I don't doubt how he feels about me. He tells me every single day how much he loves me. ( Read more... )

I need a computer at the appartment. Honestly the way things play out, my life might as well be it's own soap opera. Yesterday would definately make a good episode. *deep breath* It went a little like this ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday to me, Happy Birthday to me ( Read more... )

I might be moving in with Tommy. Yes, move in with my 20 year old boyfriend. I'm finding this a little hard to grasp so bear with me. My parents are actually letting me move in with him. Well... considering I'm not welcome to live with anyone in my family I'd say damn straight, they should let me move in with him. *sigh* Yea, I went back to my ( Read more... )

I'm off to face my demons, I mean... my mother. *sigh* Wish me luck?

... I'm dreading this.

... No, I really am.

... Help me?

I'll post later with the story.

Z - Zodiac sign: Virgo, the virgin (LOL ( Read more... )

Back home again. Now that school's starting, it's going to be even harder to find ways to stay over Tommy's. I'm dreading tomorrow. My parents want to sit down and have a talk with me. And we all know how long it's been since I've even seen my mother. They want to talk to me about the important decisions that I have to be making. Here's what I've ( Read more... )

It is the last week of August. Why did I do this? *sigh* All summer, I've refused to think about what I'm going to be doing come September. I've forced the thought out of my head because it was too difficult. I just wanted to spend time with my friends, keep my mind off of my problems and now... My family is half way up my ass about it and I'm ( Read more... )

8-25-2004

My life and my heart became complete.

Tommy asked me to be his girlfriend.

The bullshit and the drama have come to an end.

The worst is over now
And we can breathe again
I want to hold you high
you steal my pain away
There so much left to learn
And no one left to fight
I want to hold you high
and steal your pain away.

GO FUCK YOURSELF.

I'm not going to waste my time dealing with your shit. You showed your colors and now you're out of my fucking life. STAY THERE.