On the first day of Christmas (09)...

Dec 14, 2009 16:21

HOLY SHIT SHUT UP AND PRETEND THIS WAS POSTED YESTERDAY.


Sweat (Kyoya/Tamaki)

"We should take the Host Club to the beach this year! We could organize a beach volleyball tournament!" Tamaki looks hopefully over at Kyoya, both of them stretched out on Kyoya's bed. It's hot, the AC broken and both of them are sweaty and their movements are few. Kyoya nods slightly at Tamaki's excited expression.

But they both know, it's just a foolish dream. They both know, Tamaki's never coming back to Host Club and that without their king, Host Club won't be running much longer. But in these private moments, when it's just the two of them, Kyoya let's Tamaki have his foolish dreams. Tamaki is still raving about going to the beach, moving his arms about as his eyes light up. Kyoya quietly adjusts his glasses.

He reaches over and lazily presses his lips to Tamaki's. They make out slowly, too hot to do much else. Kyoya pulls away, he always pulls away. He goes back to laying down, and Tamaki goes back to ranting. Kyoya's allowed to have his foolish dreams too. Kyoya covers his tired eyes with the back of his hand. Images flash before him- blond hair too close to his face, tumbling bodies, soft noises, hands clasped together, and a brilliant smile.

In the soft darkness of the bedroom, Kyoya wonders why Tamaki lets him have his foolish dreams too. Why he lets them kiss and sometimes, do a little more. Kyoya is always careful to be the first to break away, too scared of wanting this too much, too scared that Tamaki would let him. Cause that's just Tamaki's way, he always wants to please people. So Kyoya has to be strong and not wonder what it would be like to be more. What would happen if he let his foolish dream become a reality.

Kyoya's not stupid. He knows what is expected of him. What's expected of Tamaki. He knows how Tamaki feels about Haruhi, even if he thinks that's just a foolish dream too. So Kyoya says nothing. But he lets himself believe, if only for a second, when it's just them and their foolish dreams. Lets himself fall into his fantasy, only to snap back out of it. When Tamaki leaves, their foolish dreams will stay hidden in Kyoya's bedroom. And all Kyoya will have left is the smell of Tamaki, his sweat, on his pillow, mixed with his own. All Kyoya will have left is his foolish dream.

my fic (surprise i wrote something)

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