You can pick your friends and you can pick your nose, but you can't pick your friend's nose.

Or can you?

I'm choosing to be optimistic here, but I'm planning on staying home a lot and spending no money so I can pay off my credit cards, take a week off to go to seattle/canada in march and a week in april to go to portland. And then in june I plan on moving. And everything will work out the way I want it to because, hell... its a new year and its about ( Read more... )

Bring on the new year.

Goodbye 2008

Johns in orange county again.
And again, I will not see him.

Chapter closed.

It all matters and doesn't matter all at the same time.

Its no longer your fault.
The fault is all mine.

♥

I'm just sitting here in my parents beautiful backyard on a beautiful december afternoon. How is it possible for me to be so supremely unhappy here. How did my whole financial world cumble around me so quickly? I never wanted to come back here, yet here I am. Unpacked and loathing every moment I'm cooped up in this unforgiving city. Oceanside. It ( Read more... )

I realized tonight that I am still right where I was before. It all occured to me whilst sitting on face book, laughing at an ongoing conversation between two of my friends. And as I was reading I saw her name. Her name, in bold print linking to her page. I hadn't thought about her in so long. But I had thought about the others. And therre were so ( Read more... )

I'm keyless.
I have a 36in. tv, a box of dishes, two hookahs, a laundry basket full of clothes, 3 pillows, and a comforter shoved in my car.

Goodbye Orange County.

Hellloooo oceanside. Ugh.

I'm being sued

This is absolutely ridiculous.

Amy: if you're back from thailand- you call me as soon as you read this.

so, i went asearchin through olllld (capitalize that OLD ) photos on facebook just peeking through my very documented occasions of fun here in orange county. you know, just something you do when youre about to leave somewhere... and i realized the most fun i had while living here is being best friends with jeanne and melanie. everynight was a party ( Read more... )