Things to look forward to:
1. Finals being over. (two on Wednesday, one on Thursday)
2.                                
3. Shopping with Angie or Elaine.
4. Thomas coming back to San Antonio. (Dec 23rd)
5. The Bolton Blowout Bash! (Dec. 25th)
6. Cruise to Mexico. (Dec. 29th)

I'm just glad everything school-related is almost over. yay for that.

 I'm super upset. It started on Thursday night when I got REALLY drunk. Now things just keep getting worse. Steph, you should totally message me.  I have something to ask you about. 
Depression sucks.

THough you would be coming in during the middle of the story, this is the funniest thing.  Storyline does not matter. http://www.samandfuzzy.com/

I got on some new medication.  It's lamictal, a mood-stabilizer.  I'm still on lexapro and wellbutrin sr, but I will be lessening my dose of lexapro and I increase my dose of lamictal ( Read more... )

It's really not as great as it seems living alone in a 4/4.  Besides the fact that I get lonely, any noises I hear in teh middle of the night scare the crap out of me so I lock Brodie and myself into my room. I just want one roommate to keep me company ( Read more... )

It breaks my heart more than it should.

So I starve to get rid of the pain.

I think I might be bipolar. Either that or just really fucking crazy.

Why can't I ever be happy? Well I know why. Because I sabotage my life.

So I went surfing today.  It was really fun except for the mouth full of salt water everytime I fell off the board.  I was out there for a while and got up a few times.  It was way harder than learning out to snowboard.  I'm also super sore in my arms and shoulder blades from paddling out.  The surfing instructors were firefighters, and one was ( Read more... )

So I'm here in Hawaii and decided I should maybe update.  I've been babysitting my cousin and getting to know what it's like taking care of a 9 month old.  I also went to the big island (known as Hawai'i) from Sunday to Thursday.  We went to a black sand beach, saw some turtles and manta rays, saw the volcanoes. It was v cool.


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And the hatred is still there...