it's monday and i'm completely avoiding all of the work that i've let overcome me by not doing anything this weekend, but who would? it was homecoming! what kind of teacher would give homework on homecoming weekend?! MY teachers would...i hate it. i don't like playing catch up. but i did have a ton of fun this weekend so it was worth it. the game ( Read more... )

my stupid computer won't let me download the new U2 song, vertigo. it's making me very angry - i love that song! i feel like i haven't done anything productive this week. i've been so lazy. i'm nervous and a bit conflicted - i never have luck with these kinds of things. i used to always plan the way things would go in my head, even though i knew ( Read more... )

i'm pissed off...that's all i have to say

i haven't updated in so long and i have so much to tell! i'll start with psychology on friday...so there is this senior that sits next to me and he just started talking to me a couple of weeks ago. we never really talk a lot because there's never really time in that class but everyone now and then a few words are exchanged. well on friday we always ( Read more... )

this week has gotten me thinking about a lot of things, blair's last entry has too. i'm starting to regret a decision i've made. i'm not sure what i should do, i'm afraid that i'm not ready. i mean, is it really worth it? but i don't know that i really have a choice anymore and that upsets me. i want to freeze time but it only slips away faster and ( Read more... )

the end of my week was surprisingly really good...not very much homework during the week and hardly any this weekend, got some good grades back, and what makes me really happy is i think that i might still have a b in calculus!!! yay!!! that class is awful and i thought i was gonna have a c, i'm still not sure yet but i guess i'll find out soon, i' ( Read more... )

you wanna spoon?

So thursday night the whole family went to cantera's for dinner with the reid family (as in ryan reid's family) because it was joanie's birthday (as in ryan's mom). it was cool because i haven't seen ryan since we moved back and i've barely even talked to him. i was afraid that it might be kind of weird at first since it had been so long since we' ( Read more... )

mmm...HB steak house makes me happy

sometimes i wish the world would just stand still and no one would change. i wish things were the way they used to be a long time ago. i wish everything was different even though i love it the way it is. i wish i didn't miss so many things. i wish i didn't have regrets. i wish i could fix everything. i wish i had control. i wish i didn't have