CoNfUsEd!!!

[its_not_okay2]

Well today was Brandon's Birthday...he turned 18!!! Nancy didn't come to school today. Her uncle died. She got mad at me for doing what she wanted me to do...even though I didn't do it, I was going to but I don't understand why she got pissed! She told me that Brandon got drunk with a bunch of HOTT girls and I was like w/e he can do what he wants

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[xtrulyalonex]

Monica, thats kinda childish dont ya think? "i know i suck and i know you hate me"...If you really think that then maybe you need some help...do u think i would cut myself or try overdosing over two people that mean nothing to me? just tell me exactly how much sense that would make...i love you and ashley! sometimes u both piss me off and i know i piss you off at times as well but thats to be expected...if you honestly think i dont care about you then im doing something wrong in this friendship...i thought i'd made it pretty clear how i felt about you guys but i guess i was wrong... also, im assuming you what you meant was i was selfish and i would just like to know how? because thats something i really dont understand...how am i selfish? i hate this...i hate fighting with you guys...i dont want to stop telling you how i feel or else i will go insane...i hate that i care so much...u know, i wish i could just go "oh well, no big deal, who gives a fuck" and forget about everything...but i cant...i do care as much as i dont want to, i do