Call it Desperation [EXO]

[its_rayning]

Xiu Min/Chen
NC-17 (!) blowjob, handjob
~3500w
Minseok doesn’t have a problem sharing Jongdae with his other band members. He’s got their pillows to replace him.

For Dirah (chens) and her prompt, "create a scenario that would cause either xiumin or chen (though I prefer xiumin since that would be so hot) to get jealous of the latter." I really want to thank

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[its_rayning]

Spot for chens ;; I love you <3

[chens]

OH MY GOD OKAY SO LIKE THIS IS THE FIRST THING I SEE AFTER GETTING ON THE COMPUTER had family over for the day sigh and then my sister wanted to have a running man marathon with me so i couldn't leave a proper comment after ugh AND THIS WAS SO FUCKING PERFECT LIKE, EVERYTHING WAS- OMG WHERE DO I EVEN START OK UH.

i like how you wrote about everyone's close encounters with Jongdae and how each time Minseok lost his shit and he'd take it out on the poor pillow omg ;________;

I'll punch your balls out if you touch Jongdae - ohohoho possessive!Minseok is my favorite ngl <3

and the smut holy shit Ray you should write smut all day everyday ok? ok.

"Just-fuck it," Minseok says quietly and Jongdae blinks in confusion before Minseok rushes towards him, claiming his lips. The kiss is messy and not very ideal for their first kiss because Minseok's frustrated, angry almost, but their movements soften just as Minseok realizes what he's doing-he's kissing Jongdae, and Jongdae-he's kissing back. Minseok's stomach rolls and his heart clenches

[its_rayning]

;_____; I'M SO GLAD YOU LIKED IT.

i'm glad you liked that <3 I had a little bit of trouble for kris's part... I don't know why? Tao's, Lay's, and Lu Han's came really easily to me, but I guess by the time I got to Kris, I just. I don't know, stopped caring a little lol orz

And the smut. At first i was like 'ok i'll get the smut out of the way, since i'm horrible with that and i haven't written smut in forever.' but it turned out that that was my favorite part of the fic OTL i don't even know why because that's usually the part i struggle the most with, because i keep wanting to go ~fluffy~ and not...smutty lol.

OKAY SO AT THE END. I completely forgot about all the jealousy shit i put into this OTL so. tbh i don't understand, what jealousy whatwhatwhat why do people comment on my endings so much lmao (wesfjoisdjfsih I don't even understand my own fic??) I'm so glad you liked it <3 I love you~ And I'll wait for the xiuchen ofc ;____;

[its_rayning]

And spot for... /runs to inbox and copies and pastes your name htiitlstdct if you want? You went over this at least five times though lmao.

[its_rayning]

Yes u__u Surry. I will memorize it this week. Let's start now

[eoryndal]

AND I WANT THE THIRD SPOT <3

[its_rayning]

Of course! <3 Sorry I didn't think of giving you one ;A;

[eoryndal]

Ah, no no! :D Don't worry, you don't have to! Most of the time I'm late anyway ^^"
And when I am early, I enjoy quickly claiming a spot for myself! :D (It's childish, I know, but it's fun ^^ )

Brb reading <3

[eoryndal]

I know I shouldn't but Minseok's way of venting his jealousy made me chuckle. It's cute :3
He gets so frustrated that he pushes Tao's pillow.

Jongdae ends up falling asleep as soon as they get the van after the day and night long practice, head lolling on Minseok's shoulder. Minseok smiles softly at him before shifting so that he's more comfortable.

Then, Lu Han comes into the picture: "Yah," Lu Han shakes Jongdae. "Wake up, Jongdae~ Rubix cube, remember?"
Lu Han's the devil. /side-eyes

Chen, the most awkwardly smiling duck of Exo-M
<3 <3 <3

AND THE REST IS JUST FLAILING AND KEYSMASHING AND I'M REALLY NOT GOOD AT COMMENTING ON RATED FICS SO HERE'S A HAPPY XIUCHEN GIF ^^

[pollutedlungs]

OMG YOU ARE ON A ROLL
this pairing. why is there so little of it ;A;
jongdae is a little shit for trying to get baby baozi jealous seriously but it ended in sexy times so i guess it's ok
i love the promise of a next time here. SO CUTE.
<333333333

[its_rayning]

LOL AM I? ^^ (...I am, though OTL I just wrote a fic for a challenge, and I've got another one that's almost done lol)

I know :( I don't understand, it's considered one of the 'canon' couples but there's much less fics of it compared to the others.

Thank you honey <3

[envybleedsgreen]

I SPOT ON THIS ALL OVER.

[envybleedsgreen]

/holds fic. you're like one of the only people who write xiuchen. ;-; i love your updates. <3

[its_rayning]

I know ;______; Thank you bb ;; <3 How are you?

[envybleedsgreen]

One of these days I'll return the favour. <3

I'm good! Just finished packing. I'll be gone for three days starting tomorrow, so ugh, so many fics to catch up on [and work] when I get back. OTL.

How are you? ^^