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[its_ok_to_die]

so today was really bad. My mom and i got into a huge arguement this morning. I skipped first period and everything was kool until lunch. Elia said she was dropping out of albany high and going to colonie high. I freaked the fuck out. Kaila punched this wooden thing out side and her hand is swollen and redish-purple. I really dont want elia to

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sorry

[satans2child666]

i'm sorry it is all my fault taht elia is dropping out she shouldnt care bout me anymore.....i'm a dumb bitch and i dont want to be in her life b/c i cause sooo much pain in her life.....i still love her.....but she didnt seem like she even wanted to talk to me but i have changed alot and i just need to do my work and get school over with i cant be fucking around anymore i'm being serious about that shit....if you talk to her tell her i dont hate her i just dont want to bring anymore pain to her and i still love her....i might be moving to cali with mu cousin to get away from all this shit.....why cant things be like last year.....i cry when ever i think bout it i miss it sooo much this year it just seems like i lost my best friend she doesnt act like herself anymore.....well g2gttyl

Love ya Jess