thats it, you win
happy?

im finally giving up...thats what you wanted though right?

love,
im sorry.
for everything.
for not being perfect
or what you want
or even need
i try though.
does that count?
if i could start it all over
you know i would
just to make you proud.
cause i would give anything
to see you smile at me
but what are you doing? why me?
you know im nothing compared to that..
but i sure do try
letting you go hurts sometimes
well now ( Read more... )

Im in first period and decided I'd update since I have nothing better to do.

I didn't get to see Nick last night. Oh well. I get to see him this weekend, so its ok. Gosh I love him. Yep..and only him <3

I never had no one, I could count on
I've been let down so many times
I was tired of hurtin, so tired of searchin
Till you walked into my life
It was a ( Read more... )

big great I LOVE YOU to victoria because she made my journal so awesome! <3

spanish teacher moved me and victoria again :\ im shocked...not. we're both in the front row. now i cant copy wes's work! ahhh!! i actually have to DO my work! lol jay kay jay kay...i do my work. somtimes. so yeah...then i had to stay after for tutoring. how gay.

and maybe ( Read more... )

well...homecoming saturday night...totally lame. first, the stupid people didnt want to let nick in since he doesnt go to mc, second they had HORRIBLE music...so nick, me, victoria (who i love so so much) and her date andrew all went to buffalos..i think that was the most fun i had all night ( Read more... )