hmm yeah i decided to finnaly start updateing again just cause..hmm since the last update a few things have hapened...ok so on a monday about a week ago i got my lip pierced and i was reaaally really scared..ok so i was in the chair thing and the temperature seemed to raise alittle but my hand and feet were as cold as ice and i had sweaty palms and ( Read more... )

again i havent posted in a while and again nothing intresting has happened....well lets see...i went to taco bell yesterday with ken and we like just chilled there for like hours..theres alot of homeless people there..its realllyyy sad..i feel bad for them..but anyways..i was lookin back there and there was two tacos that were there for a long ( Read more... )

ok im really sorry i havent updated in a while..it just got boring thats all...i went to the bride ordained,thyne scabbard concert and it kicked...im kinda sad though cause i realllllyy wanted to go to trevors house cauuse i havent seeen him in like forever..but he never called back :(...but i had fun anyways..on tuesday i met a really kool guy ( Read more... )

ok guys sorry for not updateing in a while...nothin has really happened at all...i really dont kno whats goin on..everyones hateing someone else..and its just when i start feelin a little better..cause ive decided that for now gurls are just trouble..but there GREAT friends..but yeah..ummm i went to the west hills homecomeing..it sucked....ummm ( Read more... )

im scared for myself..ive been depressed for a while now but i never wanted anyone to kno but im sick of hiding myself..im sick of tryin to make myself happy when im not at all..im sick of everything certain friends, my school, my family..and im sick of goin through this alone..i just there could be someone i love..well i love God but i wish i was ( Read more... )

cut my wrists and black my eyes
so i can fall asleep tonight and die

hey guys.. i havent updated in a looonng time cause ive done nothin this week...welll let me see...i had my first band practice and we need a drummer so if your a drummer we mighty be lookin for you....but for now we might get kelly cause she is the best drummer on the face of the universe... but yeah umm..im gettin my lip pierced soon..it was ( Read more... )

ok here are the pictures from the day at the mall
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dude yesterday was awwweeeeesssssooommmmee...i went to the mall with veronica and sarah and steven and theresa and angel and alexis and it kicked butt.....i saw alot of people too and i bought veronica some reallly kool sun glasses...and i have new pictures but not on the computer yet...and i video thing and its the FUNNNNIIIEST thing you will ( Read more... )

ok yeah today was much better...i met people and actually hung out and stuff...theres this dude named steven and yeah i hung with him and he came to my house anbd yeah it was siiick...so itts not not tHAT bad that i have to stay there...but i might still switch schools..but yeah church tonight .i cant wait