it's true that an experience isn't even half of what it's worth without the one person that should be there with you. i'm such a sappy little fuck. i've been so confused lately as to waht to do with some of my friendships. it's ridiculous how hard it is to keep up with everyone. i feel helpless because there are only so many things you can do until ( Read more... )

i hate a lot of people right now. a lot of the situations that i've put myself in has made me think about how it's stupid that i feel this way. i'm so fucking angry. i dont understand people. i dont understand how they can fuck you over as many times as they feel like without even acknowledging it. i'm a door mat. a fucking door mat. i want to be ( Read more... )

i get so worked up about little things. i guess if i actually talked about it to anyone else they wouldnt blame me. god damn though, i hate stingy people. and self centered people. i wish i could remove any form of life like that the hell away from me..

this is an entry from kathryns xanga. i thought to repost it here, so, this is it ( Read more... )

the present so quickly becomes the past and i can't let go of the past so what is left of the present and how will i ever be ready for the future?
fuck im doomed

it is very hard to admit for some reason that you still have the ability to hurt my feelings and make my chest cave in only by a few words.

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i cant always be waiting on you

i miss kathryn.

i tried to fix the cut but it didnt work. sorry


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