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[its_something]

I am worried that I am suicial/am going to be within the next three months.

I am concerned that I won't be able to deal with it this time.

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[its_something]

I've decided to write this out by hand and stick it on my wall. 'Thank you' doesn't seem like enough.

[its_something]

iknowiknowiknow. Mentally I know those things. I've gotten through it before and it's all just about learning about myself. But GOD DAMN, I hate it and I feel helpless. Send me that letter, babe! xx

[reqbat]

[its_something]

I believe you when you offer that, which is amazing. Thank you so much.

[reqbat]

[lastiheard]

if you want to kill yourself, don't. wait it out. there was a time when i told myself if i want to kill myself i have to wait a week and see if i feel exactly the same. i know emotions are terrible. terrorizing.

and write me a fucking letter. or at least journal. if you want to vent and philosophize, don't cut yourself off before making an effort for an improvement. besides, i think DIY is still super hip. :D

this isn't one of those bullshit offers, either, but i think you know that. i don't think i'm a friend you want, but i keep feeling i have something to offer. so. i hereby offer myself.

[its_something]

I started writing you a letter while drunk last night and it's already 5+ pages, SO GET READY. Also, I'm sending you a cd and possibly other small, crafty things.

[lastiheard]

Mind=blown.

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[anonymous]

thanks! seems faster at first look, hopefully it continues to function like this.