028)
I've been-a quiet again, sorry~ Life's been up and down, hardly any time to post. How has everyone been? Still waiting for package from mama, shoulda gotten here by now.
I've been gone a lot. From the dorm, from Mario and from Peasley. Again, not of my own want. Been working on stuff I-a don't wanna work on. A school project, that's what I called it to-a Peasley.
I-a don't know what I'm going to do. Whenever I see him now I feel-a guilty. Usually when I see him I hurt him in some way. I can't believe he--was that better or worse than shoving him against the wall? He-a looked so scared, it hasta be worse.
But no matter what he seems to keep trusting me, stop trusting me, Peasley, I almost wish . . .
It's getting harder to fight him off. I rarely have time myself during the day. Mostly just when things are boring, like during classes. After the "kiss" I fought back but it's still harder to . . . when will I no longer be able to?
There was a letter under the door today from him. I haven't opened it yet, I almost feel too bad to, but . . .
{Gigi entry Private | But prolly hackable to a certain bat}
Hmph. Things seemed to be stalled, at the moment. We were very productive on the Sprouts there for a time, but now things have almost slowed to a crawl. Production was almost done, I believe, a few loose ends to tie up, but that silly robot boy seems to have disappeared for whatever reasons a robot boy has.
We don't really need him to continue on the plan, but now DIMENTIO'S been slacking off. Think he has a girlfriend or something (pffft girlfriend), I don't know, I wouldn't really CARE if I wasn't anxious to get this show on the road.
At the same time, HE'S been bugging the heck out of me, angry about that stupid kiss I did--I thought he'd like it, I went and saw Peasley, but noooo. If everything is slowing down, I guess I can humour him and have a bit of happiness with the gay li'l prince before I push him away forever and break his weak little heart forever. I could use a little break, too, I think. Though, I think some of the faculty is getting suspicious, but it doesn't seem like they know a whole lot except we've been causing a spot of trouble, so it should be safe. I'll just be sure to keep an eye out.
I've been gone a lot. From the dorm, from Mario and from Peasley. Again, not of my own want. Been working on stuff I-a don't wanna work on. A school project, that's what I called it to-a Peasley.
I-a don't know what I'm going to do. Whenever I see him now I feel-a guilty. Usually when I see him I hurt him in some way. I can't believe he--was that better or worse than shoving him against the wall? He-a looked so scared, it hasta be worse.
But no matter what he seems to keep trusting me, stop trusting me, Peasley, I almost wish . . .
It's getting harder to fight him off. I rarely have time myself during the day. Mostly just when things are boring, like during classes. After the "kiss" I fought back but it's still harder to . . . when will I no longer be able to?
There was a letter under the door today from him. I haven't opened it yet, I almost feel too bad to, but . . .
{Gigi entry Private | But prolly hackable to a certain bat}
Hmph. Things seemed to be stalled, at the moment. We were very productive on the Sprouts there for a time, but now things have almost slowed to a crawl. Production was almost done, I believe, a few loose ends to tie up, but that silly robot boy seems to have disappeared for whatever reasons a robot boy has.
We don't really need him to continue on the plan, but now DIMENTIO'S been slacking off. Think he has a girlfriend or something (pffft girlfriend), I don't know, I wouldn't really CARE if I wasn't anxious to get this show on the road.
At the same time, HE'S been bugging the heck out of me, angry about that stupid kiss I did--I thought he'd like it, I went and saw Peasley, but noooo. If everything is slowing down, I guess I can humour him and have a bit of happiness with the gay li'l prince before I push him away forever and break his weak little heart forever. I could use a little break, too, I think. Though, I think some of the faculty is getting suspicious, but it doesn't seem like they know a whole lot except we've been causing a spot of trouble, so it should be safe. I'll just be sure to keep an eye out.