im drunk. you don't have to read.

[itsalovescene]

I always thought getting drunk by yourself was for alcoholics until i started doing it. it's become a semi-regular thing lately. weird. jake will be home in less then a week. im not sure what happened to the time now that i think about it. im so ready to get this over with

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[sinthetikdreams]

Almost everyday before I finally ran out on my father, I got drunk everyday, by myself. No, I wasn't an alcoholic, I could've gone without it - but for some reason, it put me in another mind that I really didn't mind being in. Basically, I was lonley and noone really understood me, so I pretty much did my own thing. Overall, I was in a BIG depresion, and still to this day I am going through depression. Why? I don't know, but it reflects off my past and how annoyed I always get over something small. I have a chemical imbalance and I'm not taking any meds for it. I can't until I get my own insurance

[mommybeth]

Your not stupid, you have every right to feel this way. Are you trying again this summer?