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Sep 19, 2004 20:10

for all of u who didnt know, ive been locked up for the past few days ( Read more... )

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__tonitewedance September 19 2004, 20:32:18 UTC
Feed them information?
who does it?
tell me.
I would like to speak with them.
I love you Chris.
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samuraigod September 20 2004, 16:09:32 UTC
yea i told them once but if you think i was wrong id love to hear away... unless its a stereotypical "teenage" reason. so if ur sure its not then go ahead and talk to "them" sn: sickkkofitall
-Amaro

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richomundo September 19 2004, 21:18:39 UTC
that was touching. it was like a poem, except morelike inner thoughts and musings.

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anonymous September 19 2004, 21:43:56 UTC
i do accept your depression, but i would like to have you back to being happy. I do believe it is possible even if you think it isnt. I havnt been telling your parents except for that one time with max and amaro that you know about, but i think that you can get better and i want you to get better and i'd much rather have you hate me and the world, but not have that chance of you hurting yourself, then you ending up dead. I love you so much. Im sorry for all the pain that your going through, im sorry that you feel the way you do, but realize that we do except the fact that you're depressed but im not going to give up on you. You mean to much to me. I want to stop seing images of you in a coffin every time i go to sleep, i want to stop worrying about you every second of every day of every waking hour. You said that you were being selfish before, well now its my turn. I want you, i need you to be happy and i cant rest until you get better. I want you to start being the chris i used to know, who ran into handball courts for no reason, who ( ... )

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anonymous September 20 2004, 22:52:35 UTC
it would be so much fucking better for you to live inside an asylum and be alive and not dead if thats the way you want to go. id rather live my life knowing that you are alive and not gone, and you would have all the time in the world to think about change and what problems you need to come over. it hurts everyone to know that you cause so much physical pain to yourself id rather u be locked up un harmed and safe.

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