We tried our hardest ( Read more... )

It's impossible, no matter how much I try.
I'm done being a kid.
I'm growing up right now.

I need answers.

My gut moved like a butter churn. The sensation was triggered by the sight of the lanky, broad jawed Neanderthal. I scanned him over with my beady eyes.. The knot would grow into what felt like one of those plastic bouncy balls. It jabbed pains across my insides back and forth. Hate is such a strong word, I don’t know if it would give the feeling ( Read more... )

"Still lost, still hurting, still searching, so desperate for answers but you have to know they’re out there, you just have to keep looking still growing up, still fucking up, still lost and desperate for answers I know you came up hard and it’s pushing you, but the choices you’ve made, well they’re killing you You know I understand, but you’re in ( Read more... )

I'm not built to go out all night, and sleep all day anymore.
I'm excited for the simple things I need.
I need new clothes, a new bed, a new phone.
When did my life get so boring?

"Just love the world that won't love you back" The Unbreakable, Have Heart.

No matter how confuseing or down I get about things. I pledge to always give this world 110% again. I will never subcome to the negative aspects of life ever again. I'm going to live a life that will make others proud.

I want to forget the last four months of my life, I want ( Read more... )

"On April 29th nineteen eighty-something I was born to a new proud mother, She said she would always care for me til the day she died , and she never let anyone ruin my life, but they sure tried" Born and Raised, Fake Problems

My life has been so good the last week that I cant even put it all into words. My life is amazing. I'm learning how to trust ( Read more... )

"Love is like war: easy to begin but very hard to stop." H. L. Mencken

"I'm not calling you, because I swore I'd never let it. I'm not calling you, though I'm feeling quite pathetic."  I'm Not Calling You, Lifetime

So to everyone who wants to tell you I told you so, you can -- because I deserve to hear it. You cant change someone who isn't willing. I'm sick of being played and I finally get how pathetic it looks from ( Read more... )