i don't know what i'm doing..................................................................................................................................................................................................................

i would appreciate:

a) an actual hug
b) good conversation
c) a bag

I just want to cry
Where my entire body is shaking and I'm gasping for breath
When my hand is against the wall to keep my balance and my vision is blurred.

i think i'd feel a lot better.

Ok ok I understand things don't work out.

I WAS DITCHED FOR A SHORT WHITE GIRL.

God damnit.

Everyone learns faster on fire.

I love my spacehearter
I haven't been going to class
Something is seriously wrong with me and it's starting to worry me
Perhaps I should talk to someone
Instead of writing in a livejournal

Well, I feel like shit. Help. Help help help.

I forgot:

how much I love meg howard and everything she means to me
how strong I am
what it feels like to laugh with my entire body
what it feels like to kiss someone with my entire body
how good crying feels
how fast everything can fly by

But I believe I'm back. I'm still looking forward to the day I can look around and realize I'm really happy. That ( Read more... )

Whoops
Thank God and every other deity for my sister.

PAT BENATAR. YES
JEFF FORDYCE. YES
CODY COMES HOME TODAY. YES
ANGELA TOO. YES
CATI, WHAT.

JUSTIN, WHERE ARE YOU?
i want to sing together.

SAM COMES FUCK HOME ON FRIDAY AND HE ALREADY CALLED ME.
I THINK WE'RE IN LOVE.

WE BELONG TO THE LIGHT WE BELONG TO THE THUNDER!

i always fall down during winter.

i'm laughing really hard.
by myself.

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