so i went to the fair today and i realized i'm really annoyed by people especially when they unintentionally hurt my feelings.. but i doubt they don't know they are, infact they probably go out of their way to do it. i'm just really wish i could be more aggressive when it comes to standing up for myself. yesterday was good though and seeing some ( Read more... )

so i had a dream last night and it scared me so much and was the realest dream i've ever had. okay so this is what happened ( Read more... )

i'm taking the train to my dads in an hour.. and i'm really excited because it's going to be 90 degrees + haksd yess! our weather lately has been ridiculous. i'm not sure how long i'm going to stay.. maybe until sunday? yeah well that's it.. oh and i've decided to go on a major diet/exercise binge for the rest of the summer, all new alexa coming ( Read more... )

i dyed my hair DARKER. omyygod. i'll post pictures later, maybe. & i'm really excited, disneyland and hot hot heat/eisley coming up this week. yesss.

( embarrassing pictures of myself! )

i'm either really optimistic or would do anything for vanity ( Read more... )

i want to run out into the court yard and scream as loud as i can, because i'm just that happy i feel like i might explode, and it's the best feeling ever.

I AM GETTING BRACES TOMORROW ( Read more... )

so i was about to update this with a bunch of bluh stuff about my mom. family issues, physiological damage, drugs, nothing you haven't heard before... but instead i wrote it in my own personal journal, which i should really do more often. in other news, i saw a movie with my WHOLE family today, which i really liked... i guess being an only child ( Read more... )

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it's funny how alcohol can really make you think, when in reality it's supposed to kill yor brain. what i'm trying to say is i need to be more honest with the people i care about, maybe even more honest with myself.