the show got canceled.. for no god damned reason at all. oh well. we kind of had practice. kye couldnt come he had something to do with his family. so it was just cliff zach david and me. then we left after a while. went over to daniels. ben and adam were chillin over their. we went to woodpecker and hung out for a few hours with aaron the manager ( Read more... )

i had to wake up at 7 o'clock.. drive to plantcity, take test for permit. then go see my therapist. tomorrow is school. hooray for school. hooray for me. and hooray for its about to rain too...

fuck. i must be immune to xanax now or something. heh. it hasent done shit. i had one at like 9 and i havent felt nothing. fuck. i still dont feel good. i dont know. its like emotional.. but i dont know whats bothing me. or maybe i do and i just dont want to say. ahh fuck it. and shit. the band name kill the messenger is fucked. its already a band ( Read more... )

i dont feel good. and for some reason the past two nights ive been feeling. i dunno. werid. im going to take some xanax and go to sleep. no, dont ask me for xanax >:-o

bye :-|

*takes a xanax* ahh nice.

im bored. not just bored. but bored like woa. and people should call me more often. hey, you, call me.. 7128387. today ive accomplished... nothing. tomorrow is school orientation.. umm. im not going. we have band practice. im feelin these new pants. ya herrr? aight. bye.

and remember.. *love*

niggas.

i went and saw my hotel year and as you wish last night. umm. david and zach stayed over and chilled.. word. went to the mall today and did some shoppin fo sho. then we hung out at like evoulution for a few minutes and walked down to the new woodpecker and stayed and hung out for a few hours. then i came home after that pretty much. yeah. bye kids.

i am fucking bored as hell. i should go to sleep. and umm. sleep. school starts in like five days. fuck. yeah i think im going to sleep. bye.

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alright i lied :P

i am a scenester!


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i hate messing with the colors on my livejournal >:o i want to lay down and sleep forever.. wait. yeah. thatd be nice. tomorrow is the my hotel year concert. i dont know if im going to go.. i dont feel like going to a concert at a church where everyones just going to stand around and watch the band play. i want to be able to get into that bizznis. ( Read more... )

another fucked up night in the village, ya herrr? fuck you.