screwing up

Aug 11, 2005 00:13

i feel suddenly as if i screw up everything good in my life . . i can never just let go and relax and trust the ppl i love . . i find myself always questioning them and being afraid i will lose them at any given moment of the day, or that someone else who is prettier and better than me will come along and they will drop me for them . . .and what ( Read more... )

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oh goodness... this is gonna be a long one... maybe :) unwantedemokid August 11 2005, 05:41:59 UTC
ok first of all. nik, he can not replace you. ever ever ever. no one can in fact. you know how special you are to me. nik is special too, but i don't know how nik would respond if i came to him red faced with tears streaming down my face.... i know what you would, and already have done.... you'd held me tight, called me beautiful and told me everything was going to be okay ( ... )

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deathbymachine August 11 2005, 23:48:54 UTC
well i cant hug you but i can tell you that its going to be ok and mean it. it is. youre just goin through a hard time. it will pass. storms come and go but the sun will always rise once again the next day. i love you amelia and care about you more than you know.

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