it would be great to have more hours in the day and be able to do it all

got to work at a stand for my dad today, it is such a great job. so much reading and writing and generally friendly people, and food and coffee! i am doing some serious fantasizing about moving up here after i graduate. it's going to be great, i can picture it already. my dad is thinking about getting a stand on valencia once they finish remodeling ( Read more... )

this is a good season. the weather's good and there's a lot going on. learning a lot and having an exponentially growing to-do list and lots of good people around, which means i'm pretty happy most of the time. How Can I Tell Her? is really great. i will post the link to the website once we make it.

leaving really does work. how can i tell her works even better!

i'm great at self-inducing depression and i'm great at dragging my feet when i know i should get up and go. its trivial though

so yesterday and today i totally read like the last year of my life in lj entries, i love doing that because the drinks and bands and books that i mention remind me sooo vividly of all the phases and places. even the way i wrote my sentances does this. one thing i really miss is fiction. but i am doing really well in school so i suppose it will " ( Read more... )

being alone is totally the best thing sometimes. i like coming to my parents house and being alone, watching bad movies in my parent's bed and eating ice cream, and going to barnes and nobles which is pretty much the only thing to do around here (besides the former). today at barnes and nobles i read a harry potter fan book called "harry potter ( Read more... )

busy busy, which is good, being busy makes me not depressed, or rather, i only get depressed when i'm not busy, for the most part. it really does help. i'm interviewing the president of the UC tomorrow and i am SCARED SHITLESSS. i am hardly a "reporter" and definitely not the kind of person with the assertiveness to shout out questions over a crowd ( Read more... )

sometimes when i lie on my back on my bedroom floor and listen to music with my eyes closed, i forget how old i am, i could be any age i've already been. because these are the things i do, i play the same songs on repeat and memorize all the words and apply them to myself and sing them out loud in the dark. and every winter, every autumn, i ( Read more... )

i hate people that are good at everything!!! also people that always feel good about themselves. we're gonna start doing lots of shit though, or at least we talked about it... How Can I Tell Her Productions! this is the kind of thing i want most! we are having a cool show at the end of novemeber and maybe by then we can have websites and zines and ( Read more... )