[Warded Private to Self]
I knew that something was going on. First we were restricted from leaving the grounds without a pass, and now there's all sorts of banging at four in the morning and dances are being cancelled and passes aren't even being given out. And Malfoy's missing. I was right in what I told Professor Underwood. I knew that git was with them.
I have to find out what happened. If Remus won't tell me, maybe I can trick Hagrid into what nevermind get Hagrid to tell me.
I'm still being pretty off. It's strange. I've blown up at a fair few people this week, which is why I've been avoiding Hermione and Ron so much. I hope they're not angry with me. I've decided not to mention it to them, though. It's just mood swings, right? There's no need to bother them with it. It's not as if they can do anything to help, anyway. Best to just keep it to myself. I know Hermione will just blame it on stress over all this NEWT review, and Ron will start to panic and make all sorts of mad scenarios in which my having a short temper is related to Voldemort's hiding in a tree in the Forbidden Forest.
[/End Private]
Something really was going on. Is going on. I'm not just paranoid. Maybe everyone will listen to me now when I say that something's going on, but we all know that that's not going to happen, even if I'm right. And Malfoy's missing. Along with Nott. Malfoy's dad is in Azkaban for being a Death Eater. Everyone knows that. There were bangs and flashing lights, and we aren't allowed to leave the castle now or even have a gathering of people. It doesn't take much to put two and two together. You'd think that by our last year we would get told what's going on. I hope that I get the right NEWTs to become an Auror. Maybe then people will tell me what's going on.
Uh, sorry if I've been short with anyone lately. I'm really tired of baking cakes, though.