youre a mountain
you care not about each passing day
immovable
unchangeable
im the woodpecker
disturbing the pine trees
on the back of your neck

somedays are harder than the others
today is particularly hard
i miss my sunshine life in perth
i wish i could run away
(how you have so easily)
who do you depend on when that person you could always rely on is gone
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We’re all inside our own heads now
We are leaving new friends
We are leaving this town
I wish you could be here with me
I would show you off like a trophy
The road it winds, it twists, it turns, now my stomach burns

Once again I’ll be the foolish one
Thinking a blink of these lashes would make you come
Don’t you worry, don’t get in a state
I don’t believe ( Read more... )

wow
okay
that sinking feeling
digging deep and pieces fall into place
i get the bigger picture now
why do i go looking for trouble
i cant hide from my intuition
i hope im wrong
i pray to god that you didnt lie to me
keep me in the dark
what happened to that strong independent girl
that i used to know
who never allowed anyone close
because they wrecked her mind ( Read more... )

fuck
because i was busy dealing with other shit i didnt fucking respond to the prague trip list in time
and now i cant even go
fuck everything

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today i was wondering how it would be wonderful to be invisible to the world ( Read more... )

i sat watching a flower while it was withering
i was embarrassed by its honesty

my dark circles are ridiculous
its like someone etched them into my face
i keep going back to sleep cause its so much better than reality
i make my own life shit
i know i do
im afraid of being happy
my own worst nightmare
i cant buy happiness anymore

you do it to yourself you do
and thats what really hurts

wednesdays all seem to give me a mind numbing heading, my eyes go bleary, it's such a long day and for some reaosn i've never slept the night beforehand ( Read more... )

i don't even know what it's like not to go back to you.