parents bought me a car yesterday...bro is getting me a laptop b4 the end of the week...I think I'm in shock. Damn, all this stuff and all I had to do was graduate. But what next? I'm kinda rethinking maine...is it worth it? I mean sure, I'll be with friends and get new experiences but my boyfriend is here, and I dunno yet where the most money is ( Read more... )

well, other than getting my graduation and party rained out, this week has been great. I am done with high school! no more drama!The mystery trip was eventful, I was a lil upset that I couldn't play paintball cuz my team left me n missy. Last nite, I learned Ryan knew Kearston..which was amusing, but kinda scary that his sister was friends with her ( Read more... )

Just hear me out ( Read more... )

I haven't been on here in so long, it's crazy...things are pretty much the same tho. Had to put a kitten down.....I accidently killed it...broken jaw n trachea....it saddens me greatly. I am def scared of what I am to do with my life after graduation...all I know it surgery and leaving the house is basically all I want. But if I get surgery, I can' ( Read more... )

So things are kinda weird..I'm kinda depressed. Dunno why. I feel kinda guilty cuz I don't feel as sad I think I should about Chahlz leaving. When I talk about it, it makes me wanna cry but otherwise, I really don't feel that sad. I didn't go to G,A, or C period today. Just didn't feel like it. I went out to lunch with Tabby, Missy and Jess. It was ( Read more... )

Today is goin decent. My mom let me drive to and from Big Y. I think she REALLY wants me to get my license finally. Then, while I'm in Big Y...who do I see? CHRIS!!!! I wanted to go over and give him a hug but he was with who I think is his girlfriend so I decided not to. Maybe he will stop by or sumthin. I can hope. Dunno why he makes me happy, ( Read more... )

I noticed I don't update very often anymore....guess it's cuz the school blocked this site. Ah well. Life is realy strange. I don't get along really well with the family and I think that as soon as I get enough money I'm moving out...dunno where. I'll get an apartment, work hard and who knows, maybe even have enough for college. It helps my mom is ( Read more... )

Are you feelin that you're on the brink ( Read more... )

so i havent updated in a while. But thats cuz life suc big hairy monkey ballz rite about now. Ah well. I got to see Bryant at the movies when I went w/Mike n Doug n Amy. THAT was awkward. really....bryant was sitting next to me. Mike had his arms around me....yup. No1 can imagine the awkwardness. I was dissapointed that I didn't see Chris...it ( Read more... )