Here we go...

Let's give this a try now.

I'm vowing to actually post this entry.

So my summer-- if you want to call it that... has consisted of going to organic chemistry labs and lectures for four days a week, studying, sleeping, eating, and randomly hanging out with friends or the family.

Every morning I bike to campus before the sun gets too intense ( Read more... )

So I'm sitting here at my desk ( Read more... )

Yesterday was the 4th of July.

I went home on Monday after my classes because ochem has been burning a hole through my brain. I needed a break. And I needed away-from-Riverside.

Fourth of July was pretty good this year... had a BBQ with the family in Buena Park. My cousins live right beside Knott's Berry Farm, so we watched their firework show from ( Read more... )

Wow.

So I guess I never really know that I feel like shiet until the tears start coming out of my eyes.
I don't remember the last time someone made me cry.

And I question myself now:
Why couldn't I stand up to you?

I've stood up in many different situations in my life so far.
But today, I couldn't.
What happened to me?
Have I become a coward through one ( Read more... )

This past week was the most focused week I've had in years. Ochem on my brain 24/7 ( Read more... )

So if you ever wonder why I have these pseudo-hiatuses from livejournal.. It's because I write entries that are meant to be public... but for some reason, I make them private because I either have to run away from the computer, or I'm just completely frustrated with my writing style or format.

Lately, I haven't been able to write fluid, substantial ( Read more... )

So here's the story.

I'm taking ochem 112A this summer.
It's going to eat up all of my time.
Notice... I said, "all," not "most of," not "a considerable amount of..." I said ALL. With a capital A-L-L.

So please don't get all sensitive on me if I don't return your calls, if I don't IM you as much, if I don't return your myspace comments or messages. ( Read more... )

He walked up behind me and asked what I was doing ( Read more... )

So uh. Yeah. I'm 20. Or something like that.

What the freak. It's gonna seem pretty pathetic, but I just looked at my myspace site and it says "20 years old" by my name. Time is going by quickly. I've been alive for two decades. Haha.

Saturday was my Dad and my birthday parties combined. My Dad's birthday was yesterday, mine is today. My Ate Crystle ( Read more... )

My away message currently reads, "I'm sorry."

Usually, I let people interpret things the way they want to, but right now, I'd like to apologize. I won't make any excuses for myself... I'm just sorry.

To my sister: I'm sorry for not being around enough. I miss you, too. I'm glad you update me with everything going on in your life even though I'm some ( Read more... )