the weather's gorgeous, my family is great, i have been getting closer to new friends and re-aquainted with old friends and yet i'm still constantly annoyed ( Read more... )

i'm becoming increasingly paranoid.
i'm constantly thinking everyone hates me and that every time someone is pissed off, it's me that they're upset with.
I mean, i HAVE made a lot of mistakes recently, but i can't think of any real, sufficent reason why anyone/everyone would be pissed at me.
but i feel like there is.
i feel like every time people are ( Read more... )

 everyone is either telling me how great i am or telling me i'm a huge bitch for an opinion.
it's an opinion.
i didn't say i was right, i didn't even say i was being mature. am i being mature? probably not.
but it's an opinion, and it's MY opinion, and i should be allowed to have it and announce it to whoever/whenever.
i'm not hiding from what i said. ( Read more... )

I lead two lives ( Read more... )

At what point do you have to finally put yourself first?
I'm so jaded I can barely feel anything anymore.

It's time I did what's best for myself.

 On Saturday morning, I am going to a volunteer training session for Atlanta Humane Society ( Read more... )

i am more than miserable.
with myself, with my family, with my life, with my lack of commitment to anything, with my lack of dedication or drive to do anything.

i want to be healthy. i want to be happy.
i need to be healthy.
i need to be happy.

birthday in a few hours.
i am so depressed. my parents hate me. cool.

NICK TAFTTTY. stop being sad!!! i hope you stilll mah bfff cause i think you hate me! but i still love you!

I really hate everyone right now. Everyone who has become my "friend" isnt an actual friend.
Almost all of you (mainly the guys because Amanda and Kamilla are da bomb) want to hang out with me when either you're bored, I can get alcohol, or it's convienent. But when you're at State, WHERE I LIVE, none of you even bother to call me. That's cool.
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I have this one mental image that keeps replaying in my mind ( Read more... )