O god, my facebook is gonna be flooded with happy birthdays. not like i look forward to it, but yea.. flooded mostly by people that really don't give a rat's ass about my birthday.. but i guess it's to an extent meaningful?

this past weekend was ok i guess. wish i saw more people than i did.. recently my nights are basically meetings and dance practices for VSA and/or pre dental. finals week is next week and plenty of festivities afterwards. i really don't know why im writing this. just bored i guess. i only got back 1 hr ago. whelps i guess shower and sleep. moo

so like i was at this VSA thanksgiving potluck. some of us were playing pool. i like it when girls actually know how to play pool or made a valid effort. watching them feign effort and brushing it off is.. the word eludes me now but u can probably find the word better than i can ( Read more... )

i found an evelyn with a penis

i dont think anyone knows what they really want out of life. sure you can say i want religion, i want money, i want to get married. but i found out recently that all these things are just things i would like to experience before i die. i suppose that this could be a "want ( Read more... )

i initially wanted to do it, but at the last minute (day before), i decided not to. the only reason i really did it was hesper wanted to try out since it's her thing and all. so we went. 6pm-10pm. 160 people. first cuts was 60 ish people. hesper didnt make it but i did. i went the next day, 1 hr practice.. and another cut. i was number 26 btw. so ( Read more... )

you know how people just drive to chill out when they're stressed out, well bicycling is my thing. yes yes i know i dont have a car yet, but its cheaper since its gas free and i feel more free on a bike. i love riding back from York Hall of ucsd to my dorms (at night). i feel like everything is ok, i dance, i shout, i look left and right, i put my ( Read more... )

i really liked this movie. why? because it explains how life really is. people cheat, they don't know why they do. people are unhappy and lie to themselves. they lie to the people around them. this isnt the case with everyone but it is for some and this movie recognizes that. i can say, after watching this movie i am more understanding. my ( Read more... )

reading my's entry made me realize that some of those things that she wants to do is exactly what i want to do also.. get a job.. anti social.. i want this year to be a complete turn around, but we'll see how that goes. i also wanted to wake up at 6am and have a morning work out routine. maybe uninstall wc3. moo. sleep at 12-1am or earlier. gahhh

man the summer is still young! and where are the people? they are called down to work and school. life has a calling and it is now!! where are you all?! lets stay out all night and draw on our faces with pudding! compete in the denny's coloring contest! hit up the parks late at night and wrestle in the sprinkers ( Read more... )