UGHHH I CAN'T CATCH A BREAK!
this post is kind of a long one, but not really.
only took me like 3mins to read hahaha.
but I put it under a cut so it wouldn't bother anyone.
feel free to read diz shizz dough.
so yesterday when I woke up in the morning I looked down at the incision on my belly button because it was realllllly hurting, and the pain had pretty much gone away previous to this. I was still really nauseous, but everything else was back to normal. &what the fuck, with my luck, the damn thing looked infected as shit. &this isn't something that is my fault because I didn't take care of the open wound, it just happens when you have a low immune system &smoke cigarettes because it takes it longer to heal. which, makes it prone to infections. so we went to the ER &sat in the waiting room for what felt like days on end, of course. but it really was only 2 hours that we were there TOTAL. waiting, being seen, &then discharged. which was really awesome, haha. but anyways. the doctor took a look at all of the incisions and said that only the one on my belly button had a minor infection, but that she was glad I came in because if I had waited &it had gotten worse, they would have had to do some other type of surgery &treatment. so I was happy I went in.
not to mention, I got Loritabs out of it, as well as some phenergan for nausea. which is GREAT.
but here's another sucky part that I realized today when I woke up-
all of the glue that they put on my belly button incision has come off. basically, it's supposed to be a better way of having small, but deep, cuts like the ones that did on me heal faster than with stiches. but all I know is, it keeps opening wider now since the glue has completely come off &it does not fucking feel good. it BURNS. like holy fuck, someone is taking dry ice to my skin &then a fucking blow torch haha. so gay, so very gay...
otherwise, the past two-three days have been really great.
like I had said in the previous entry, met some really awesome people. they came over again last night &I made my infamous Lemon Chicken Pepper Penne. which is the BOMB DIGGITY. everyone must come over to my house &let me cook it for you. &my super secret special recipe for green beans. haha. you'd LOVE it.
&then today I seriously slept from 11:00pm last night until 7:00pm tonight. how? I have no idea. I think my body is just so fucking exhausted it's ridiculous. &of course, the loritabs definitely help haha. I love the way they make me feel. I wish I had a never ending supply of them.
&now, it's time to go sweepiez. because I am suppppper tired still, surprisingly.
just thought that I'd update LJ tonight, haha.
OH! &Manda boo, if you are reading this...
ME LUBS JEW WIFEY<3
on the realz :]<3333