i just finished my last essay for the year. the intended audience of the res gestae divi augusti (if only i would never have to write those words again). it's bullshit, but only worth five percent and besides i desire no longer to put any effort into school.

paul hasn't been home for days. he came by tonight to pick up some clean clothes. ( Read more... )

yesterday i woke up at around 5am (b/c i couldn't sleep) and planned on going to joan, but it turns out i'm an idiot and it was the first day of march break so the school was closed. i spent the morning doing nothing really, even though i had a ton of things to do, ie. sewing, laundry, research, etc, but i decided to do nothing save to read the res ( Read more... )

this thing has become more than anything a log of my grades. and so it shall continue to be ( Read more... )

so i worked today with nicole and mike. nicole left early and mike disappeared a couple of times. i thought i'd go shopping after my shift, but my labours proved frutiless. i ran into brittany in h&m. i waited for the bus for about half and hour. i scary foreign man started talking to me and his english was awful. this happens to me a lot. there ( Read more... )

wow, i haven't updated this in tempore longo. so i will try to remember the happenings of the last week or so.

worked on the weekend, missing nonna's birthday. it was alright/dull.
as far as i know, julian and christina have been fired from cinema1. they shall be missed.
i got back my latin paper = A. i no longer believe there are other grades to be ( Read more... )

multa obliviscor ( Read more... )

the passed few days/weeks have been trying.

today was the last day of classes (for me, anyway) before reading week. i finally decided to call ms. hill and tomorrow i'm starting my volunteer work. i'm excited and a little nervous, kids can be cruel. i'm almost sure it will go well.

i handed in my history paper on Caesar, which was terrible. everyone ( Read more... )

i had a fantacular day working with my most wonderful. we did all kinds of things like putting things away, making labels, watching reba and mean girls and waiting for guffman (which has finally come in, again, and i'm going to buy soon (along with to die for)), and the birdcage. we also talked about a lot of things, like our horrible jobs and how ( Read more... )

i haven't left my house in three days and i'm terrified of having to go to class in a few hours. this may happen every week. what if i've forgotten how to walk or speak? and i can't imagine trying to find something to wear. i've been in the same clothes all weekend. this may be why i'm so incredibly out of touch with fashion. all i do is read ( Read more... )

FW06 AK/HUMA 3458  3.00A   Making of Christianity & Christendom Pt1  = A

no matter how well i do in anything it never seems like enough. i feel like i'm just fluking through life and one day everyone will figure it out. or something to that dramatic effect.

onward i go, onward and upward. or foreward and sideways.