Hey what's up? I met a new band you gotta check em out they're called More than a Monument you can hear them at purevolume.com and just type their name in and bam check out some good music...anywho I really dont wanna say much tonight cause I might say something wrong and I might make some ppl mad but whatever.... Im a hypocrite so yea im not gonna ( Read more... )

Im so happy!!!! Zeb finally emailed me and everything made sense!!!! He had good reason so that's all that mattered! So tonight I hope we talk and if not it's ok at least he's alive! lol!!! ::sighs:: Like im so happy right now I can't believe it! lalalalalalallalalalalalalalalala::angelina is dancing on clouds:: and no! Im not talking about drugs ( Read more... )

hey what's up? Im not too stoked on life right now cause I have an interesting predicament.... Zeb.... We talked friday all night that was the greatest night ever... saturday rolls around then sunday now monday I looked to see if he read my email and the one email I wanted him to read the most he deleted it! Ok jumping to conclusions? yes! Let's ( Read more... )

I cant seem to get Zeb off my mind it's getting weird cause like he's all I think about and yea I know I've liked guys in the past but this is different ( IM SERIOUS!) Like he's all I think about like if I do something the memory of him comes to mind and like I get all Emo cause I never see him(online) and I havent talked to him in 2 days! I wanna ( Read more... )

      The end is

beautiful

When you decide to care it'll be too late I'll be dead in your blindness..You talk of your agony..let me through mine without constant reminder of how much of a failure I am....To Him I'm everything I'm worth something more than this earth can offer, even more than your friendship and care can offer...When  this ( Read more... )

               Motionless

Your eyes sit and stare at me they let my insides burn with such a hurtful fire that you'd laugh at the expense of my pain...You sit there once again laughing at me...whispering secrets in the light while I sit in the dark....you'll never know my pain until you find me dead....Then what happens once i'm gone? Will you  ( Read more... )

I wish they had a hot pink color thing on this but they dont and that sucks! Anywho last night was the best night ever next to that time Marisa and me hung out...but um i talked to Zeb..he sang an acoustic version of The Starting Line's Drama Summer ....he called and um i stayed up till 3 am talking to him i was so happy....it was great like some ( Read more... )

what's up? Today wasnt the best day ever I was just tired of being at school....I cant take it I dont like it! Like if I could id so drop out and just hang out with Marisa all day!Brandon wasnt such help but oh well no one was cause i didnt want any cause i can deal with my own crap!!!!! anywho i talked to Zeb that's the only thing and Marisa that ( Read more... )

HEY!!!!.... once again! I was talking to Zeb......and um yea it was cool we just talked about stuff like his band oh yea he's the lead singer of Forgetting Memories Im sure they sound great but we talked and um yea the last entry ppl dont take it seriously. My friends know me like im just a kook.....!! duh!! and Zeb is a really cool guy though so ( Read more... )

What up ppl! Today was a good good day prolly the best since that saturday and sunday with Brandon and rissa!Bethany is back and she's doing better and im so happy for her!!! Thank you Lord I prayed for days on end and you did it! woot woot for Jesus!!!! Anywho today was also good cause Andrew made me happy cause he fell of the rails at school and ( Read more... )