I miss being your friend. But not in a normal way. and you can hate me all the more, although I doubt we'll meet again. You were the friend that I could look at say, "At least I'm not as bad as him." I used you. I used you to make myself look and feel better. And then when people assume that I have all good friends, I'd use you to shove it in their face. I'm sorry I felt this way about you. In reality, I was jealous of you. You are not afraid to be who you are and you voice your opinions without a care in the world. I do love you Kevin, but I don't think I can face you anymore after the way I treated you. You are just a speck from my high school life, as so many others are, but you will always be remembered. Good luck in life and remember there is always at least one person ready to take you back if you let her; me.
i thought you would be the friend that i could talk to, you sure acted like it, telling me i could tell you anything, but you turned out to be just like everyone else, if something isn't affecting you, you forget about it and pretend it doesn't exist, you never actually cared about what happened to me
im sorry, im going to say flat out, im sorry. now i wish i knew who you were, i cant solve the worlds problems, i cant even solve my own, do you know what happens when you to help people, you neglect yourself, you disregard yourself as last, im tired. im lonely, i have no hope for my future, i need to ask yourself this question. "Whats the main fear kevin has? Why does he try to help others out?" and finally. "Who is looking after Kevin?"
i have gotten used so much in my life. People have felt sorry for me, people only became my friend so they can profit from it. if you want me to be serious, one person looks out for me, one person asks whats wrong. One person truly cares about me. I can't be a hero for everyone,
I'm sorry i couldnt be there, I wish i was, I wish that i could be the person you wanted me to be. I feel like i betrayed you.
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"Who is looking after Kevin?"
i have gotten used so much in my life. People have felt sorry for me, people only became my friend so they can profit from it. if you want me to be serious, one person looks out for me, one person asks whats wrong. One person truly cares about me. I can't be a hero for everyone,
I'm sorry i couldnt be there, I wish i was, I wish that i could be the person you wanted me to be. I feel like i betrayed you.
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