shit where to begin in all of this craziness, im tired mostly. not only physically but mentally, i dont know, i think i need start a sleep schedule.

im happy im out in the real world now, it makes me feel more compitent, im glad i have the my famliy and friends, there helping out alot with this sudden shift of lifestyles. i start working full time ( Read more... )

FUCK HIGHSCHOOL IM OUT OF THERE!!!!!!!

NHCTC HERE I FUCKING COME!!!!!!!

Im out of there, this is it!!!! the moment i have been waiting for, the past 5 years, have been worth it though.  PEACE OUT!!!!

RIGHT NOW! most of you are probably thinking what about now this very instant, is what we call present, and as you read that is now past, my pont here, is that the mere subject of time, a man made tool to measure moments, now with the mere measurement, we have been desensitized by current moments, that we just pass by them in hopes of something in ( Read more... )

so how is everyone, thats good, im.......FAN-FUCKIN-TASTIC ( Read more... )

wow, i know this has been a long time, though shit has been great, been happy with everything ya know, i was just chilling, hanging with my bro, went to the beach got a fucking tan, happy bout that. shit im happy. peace out all

"When its night time, in your head ( Read more... )

" Halls of Tears and Bouquets ( Read more... )

" The Causality of Mordom"

The streaks of red anger,
Coldness of dull steel.
His tears of accepted danger,
Finally ending this ordeal.

The torn skin and exposed life,
Relief of what is now done.
This sole purpose of the tarnished knife.

His eyes drift lower to see his destruction
Intense glares as it drips down his fingers.

Eyes shutting, sobs now ( Read more... )

this isnt what it seems, now you gatta realise, that this is all it exactly seems to be. you have a certain situation hs nothing new. Its a place i have been through many times. its not that bad, . its a quiet place, i dont know if you believe in this. i guess its a matter of questioning things in life. it maybe things now, are things tomorrow, all ( Read more... )

i look back at makeshift year books, never really liked the real ones, wasnt in the m at all. i guess thats how i like it, i want people to foget who i am more or less. comfortable like that ( Read more... )