:( i feel your pain. little brothers that are only 18 months younger than you blows major ASSS. i think i am lucky because mr. z acts like a big brother/mentor and its really cool. though i wish i had one that was actually a big brother instead of a teacher.
yeah, i'm really grateful I have him. it's just really sad he's never around. especially when i really need to talk to him. at least with an actual brother he comes home at night, and if not you could call him or something. all i have is school hours and an email address he only checks in school. its not exactly comforting. one time i was so close to suicide, i was like, its okay mr. z will be in school tomorrow like always and hell help. but then he wasn't. and god.. it took everything to keep alive. he doesnt know. he has no fucking idea whats happened to me since school ended because there has never been time. argh. sorry it turned into a vent.
i've always wanted an older brother. i guess its because i've always felt the need for someone to watch out for me... i think most girls want an older brother... i don't know why... but its just something a lot of my friends want.
yeah i know a lot of girl friends that wish for an older brother, and they have an older sister, or younger brother. and the girls that i know that have older brothers love having them around and im like arrgggg god why did you stick me with HIM ::points to michael:: argh. :(
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i just really want one, i dunno why
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"You can't make fun of my little sister! thats my job!"
yeah something like that
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its a nice feeling when its like someone is protecting you. i feel like that with ryan sometimes. its nice.
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you couldn't protect me if you tried.
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