12th thru the 18th. Make plans. Call Pixie. Talk with Ashley. ok. Now I must look up kimonos again, and getas.

Today has been a wonderful day of pampering. I began the day with a wonderous pedicure. The chairs massage and they rub your legs and feet. It's awesome. It was cool to go with my mom and Nikky who had never had a pedicure before. It reminds me of how much I neglect to take care of myself sometimes. I rarely use lotion, which ages your skin ( Read more... )

I have been busy. Hannah went to her mami's and papi's for a couple days because Tab was there and wanted to see her. So we got plastered the first night with Vicky, who has been down lately. Then last night I spoke with Pixie. That's prett much it. It's been boring. John's been working on computers and such.

I am so bored.

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I think under different circumstances we could have been friends. Men ruin everything, well, except John.

Anyway....does it matter? Nope. Too much talking. I hope Vicky is alright. She needs to text me so I can sleep.

I wonder if I can get some. Probably not, he has to be at work in like 5 hours.

I just am having difficulties lately. Nothing like the wanting to kill myself things, but I just feel sort of empty. I feel like something is missing. There is this huge hole in my heart and I don't know what it is. I have my ideas, but I feel that my life is complete. It's just a feeling. I don't like it, that's all I know. I wish it would ( Read more... )

I just got done writing. I keep pushing myself, and I really like my own book, and I hope others will like it too. I am becoming an obsessed woman ( Read more... )

Well, I am not writing anymore tonight. I am so tired from lack of sleep from writing till four last night. I am so close to done. I can feel it. I am making plans on how my final draft will look after I print it and plan to send it off. I need to get a lawyer lined up fro copyrighting. I am so excited ( Read more... )

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It's been 2 1/2 days since I bothered with life. I have been stuck in my book, and so tired I could barely move my head. I AM NEVER taking TRAZODONE again. To think my husband is crazy enough to be prescribed it. Sheeesh. I have no issues sleeping usually, but I ended up staying up until 4am that one night. I am still tired, and I slept till ( Read more... )