so band camp is over and i think im at the poorest i have ever been in my entire life. it's like "welcome to the real world cari" when you wait for paychecks that come in 2 weeks and cant get real money until friday but the only thing you have to eat in your apartment is reese's puffs and 3 left over pizza rolls. i made the mistake of telling my ( Read more... )

so im getting royally fucked at camp this year. on one hand, yea im getting paid way more this year, theyre giving me all the higher up counselor duties like teachng the other counselors how to do different tasks that are confusing unless you jsut follow someone first. but then theres the other hand where im teaching only the fuckin low band ( Read more... )

so in 20 mins im moving to whitewater for good. if any of you didn't know, my mom's putting the house up for sale in september and she's planning on moving to hoffman estates before her huge move across the country. so i really wont have a place to stay in algonquin anymore after like christmas. im not really sad ... at all ... i love whitewater, ( Read more... )

 so...i havent written in a very long time so here goes ( Read more... )

alright. i know i talk to much, i fucking get it. but if one more person says "good story cari" im going to fucking deck them in the face. that phrase makes me feel like i just shouldnt talk at all because my opinion is completly useless. sorry for ever thinking i can speak to my friends ... this is why i didn't fucking talk to anyone when i was ( Read more... )

so, my birtday party was .. ooookay. i rocked so fuckin hard with kao at beerpong, 11-1 baby oww! and i gave up the last game cause i hadnt seen any of my friends all night, and a bottle of tequila was being opened lol. matt ended up coming cause im an idiot and invited him. but i don't know, he thought we were back togethe cause i sent him an ( Read more... )

so my birthday is on friday ... there's a going to be quite the rager at chelsea's not necessarily jsut for me ... but you'll prob bly sing happy birthday at some point in the night . everyone's invited, including everyone from home. i think miss monica might join and im very excited about that idear :) and yes, i meant to write "idear ( Read more... )

so i have a fake boyfriend ths week. his name's ryan but i like to call him love button, and normally enjoys calling me sugar booger. he is also one of matt's closest friends ... grreeeeaaat. this is "get a new gf week" and next week's "break up with your gf week" ... even greater lol ( Read more... )

i never cease to amaze myself with how big of a fucking procrastinater i really am.

at least this time i pretended to try and do it the past 2 days ... i wish the library was open longer today ...

correction: no heat or hot water for several days. let's hope it doesnt suddenly get cold and chelsea will let me use her shower