+ no dreams, just a time of reflection while i savor this quiet solitary moment in my house which rarely happens. Someone is always asking me questions or depending on me...not that it bothers me to an extreme ( Read more... )

+ i dont know whats been up but ive been having these vivid ass dreams lately. The one i recently had and can remember involved me and christina. I was doing her makeup at a mall and and this local youth from a church started playing a show in the shoe department. I wasn't all that interested in the band playing but more interested in the person ( Read more... )

tonight was bahhhlistic.

no string attached at all.

just warm!

i fuckin _______ you. fill it in.

Idsfjjvhels

BWAHHH.

drink deep.

chelsssss

ohh secrets.

+ while i have a break i need to possibly vent about how much i hate you ( Read more... )

+ dear god, some people never cease to fail really making me feel like complete crap...no matter what. But whats awesome are those unexpected people that just randomly appear during the day and make everything ok, then they just dissapear like that. Once you want to get attached because youre happy, its gone, and you find yourself going back to the ( Read more... )

+yesterday pissed me off because the weather reminded me of how humid its gonna be this whole summer. I just woke up, which feels awesome, that feeling of having really no responsibility...you're still being taken care of. Man my dreams rocked so much last night because they were so vivid, even though i only remember little fragments of it. This ( Read more... )

+ its about time the weather starts getting absolutely gorgeous!! I think i have that seasonal depression thing where if one doesn't receive enough sunlight...then they get bitchy. who knows, im bitchy all the time, rain or shine. its a talent. Well, this past weekend i have a rather interesting visit to vcu with my buddy. Id say the best parts ( Read more... )

+i really had something to journal about. but i forgot which really dissapoints me.

oh if youre gonna call me names like a young fuck would, atleast humor me and call me something i havent heard. thanks.

+ In approximately 2 months time, im free. I dont have to look at the people that i constantly hope put a paper bag over their face, or listen to absurb bathroom stall conversations. In middle school, you love it..till you leave, then you hate it. Highschool you love, till you leave, then you hate it. Eh, actually i dont really think hating ( Read more... )