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i havent been able to update my livejournal latly. whoops.well things have really started to look good. and i dont think i have ( Read more... )

i remember falling asleep in your arms like it was 5 minutes ago...

i'm sorry Lord...i hear you

well this weekend hasnt been too bad...beth birthday is today. school is out next thursday and i couldnt be happier, i just need to survive these exams and then i'll be okay! i cant wait for summer...Student Life camp, Middle School camp as a worker, and then MEL COMES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOO excited...like i dont ( Read more... )

the days are getting better
and im moving on
instead of taking your hand...
i took God's
the doors are opening
and ive stopped staring at the closed ones
my heart is guarded with the sheild of His love
and i smile because Im happy
i'm happy to be me
i'm happy to be the one He's made me out to be     
i wont look at you the way i did before
instead i'll look ( Read more... )

i dont know if we'll ever meet up again
or if i'll ever love again
but i do know the i'll never forget
the memories that play over and
the laughter that rings in my mind
the smiles that embrace my heart
which force a smile upon my face
so please, in the hall way smile
because that smile is what gets me through
i need you to be happy
today when you and i ( Read more... )

well, the past few days since my birhday have gone by quickly yet very easily. so yeah, my aunt is on her way to do my hair becuase i cant do my on hair. Lyz was supposed to drop by today but she cant, so...maybe tomorrow...which is mothers day...SO, i hope you all got something nice for them. yeah well, i layed out today, last night dani beth and ( Read more... )

happy birthday to meeeeeeee!!! lol. well today was a good day considering the fact that im 16 now...i get my liscense next friday...friday the 13th...YIKES...jk i dont really believe in that. but uh yeah, theres balloons all over my floor because my mom put them there and so theres billions...okay not BILLIONS but like 25..yeah well me and my mom ( Read more... )

you know...i've realized...i've got something bigger and better going for me right now. and although im excited because i realize this it's also upsetting in a way, because i was satisfied with what i had, but i guess He wasnt, and so now i'm moving on with my life, and i cant look back, theres no way i can. but im happy now that i'm realizing this ( Read more... )

with everything thats happened to me i'm finding strength. its not like my heart isnt broken...cuz in a way it is...but when my heart got 'fixed' it was made stong again and it was never given a good amount of time to soften again...so i guess in a way it was lil pulled at but, im making it thro...i'm makine those steps forward in my life, and i ( Read more... )