I love you so much. The end.

awww man so last night i had the worst dream and to sum it all up i had a really stressful night before. I feel like life is starting to get too complicated and i can't have the love as simple as i've always wanted it to be. I'm interviewing for a job at Target on thurs, Ali starting to drive, everything is just getting too weird. Finally, the fact ( Read more... )

Today was great. Sorry about what happened earlier. I sent you a little email to tell you how much i love you. I need you. I don't know what i'd do without you. You are the most amazing person i have ever met and i need you to believe that because my words have never been so true and honest. I love you more than anything in the world and i can't ( Read more... )

sometimes i get so lonely. love is such a wonderful feeling yet its so hard to control on your own. I miss you and i can't wait till you get back from wherever you are so i can hear your beautiful voice once again and tell you how much i love you.

ok, so after last night i'm a little calmer. I feel that this girl is way too important for me to ruin it for both of us. I don't want to make you cry because of my sadness. I WILL stop. I will love you more than ever now only because i haven't shown you as much recently. Whatever is on my mind i am going to keep to myself for the sake of keeping ( Read more... )

where is the happiness that i felt 2 months ago? Last night and the night before and the night before..i've cried myself to sleep. Life is one big confusion and a lie. I thought things were getting better but i guess i'm wrong. I'm just as upset as i've always been and now i don't know what to do. So god loves me...that doesn't change much about ( Read more... )

so today was alright. I tested and am pretty postive i got an A on this last test but i also got 2 new report cards and got A's on both so i feel smart. But anyways, today was like any average day except i got to hang out with my girl and we worked a little more on our tuff and also took a nap. It was kool. I think i could be worse. I seem to be ( Read more... )

Never in my life have i had a dream so explicit as this one. when i woke up this morning i cried for about an hour and then i laid there in bed trying to think about the good things that are going on in my life. I think i may be getting a little better but this is soo fucking hard...my eyes are dried out from all the crying i've done in the last ( Read more... )

ok so today wasn't my best day...i had a few bad feelings in the morning....but i can't help that. The point is..I'm in love with the best girl in the world. Talking about it made me sad but i needed to know everything...i just needed to clear everything up babe...you know that. I may not be over it yet....and it could take me a while....but i am ( Read more... )