As for you, you and you...
I'm afraid we're losing touch again.
And I'm too needy.
Here, I'm stuck.

I can't get back into this without my insides falling out.

I currently try my best to take on these things with a suit of armor. Yet I do believe that the sun has such wonderful things to offer. I watched you kneel down by the water- I watched your eyes split and ponder over the changing color in various scattered leaves. You walked away much more confused than you've ever been allowed to be. And I am ( Read more... )

transamerica is a good movie. see it if you haven't already. finally saw underworld: evolution as well... that's good too. not as good as the first one, but still pretty good. too much bad food and a lot of good laughs, including david chasing a cow down a mountain side.

Guess what guys? NOTHING bad has happened yet to me today. first time since the beginning of the week. it's almost too bad, because whit and I were going to go on a killing spree. anyway. Celebrate. Celebrate with food, because Amber hasn't eatin' all day.

I'm thorougly disgusted. I'm permanently sick. Thanks.

I spent a long time at sea this time around. Sunkin' ships and everything. I took time with every rock. Every shell. Everything was intricate and in good measure.
I was fooled.
Why does everything come out after the end?
Still I sit here, and not a word.

It's getting awfully crowded in here ( Read more... )

Remember that night? I was delirious with sleep deprevation. Not a bump, not a bruise. Not a drink, a few small doses of that good kind of pressure. Nothing but giddy here. Skips and back flips mixed in with with movie talk and milkshakes. I haven't felt this way in a small eternity. So naturally, it's like the blood I need to flow through my veins

For the first time ever, I think, I feel ridiculously close to my step-sister. We've both very recently done something to ultimately better our lives. We're swaping stories and knocking our heads together, looking for words of wisdom in eachother. That is one thing, that has always been- she thinks I'm the smartest ones with the brightest things to ( Read more... )