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that sizzle tanning lotion stuff is insane. I dont understand it.  I was a lobster when i first got out of the bed, and then by the time i was at work, i just looked a little tan...and then random parts of my arm went red again, but then now everything is a butt load more tan.

anyway!

Cody needs to get back to me.

What should i do with my hair

tanning  
bank account
work out
Signed up for drivers ed (feb 26th)

check check check check!
Please let this be a good thing.

I want to go tanning
Right now, i miss it. I havent gone since prom. I think im going to go tanning tomorrow.

I want  need sunshine right now! I want sundresses and blondest of blond hair and big glasses and golden tans! Aaah. Sigh.

Leeeeeet the suunnshiiineeeeee Leeeee the sunnnshiiiine iiiiiiin
hahahahahahahh 

i just bought an itunes card...so im happy :)

Maybe a little Rufus? I think so

I won 50$ today at fred myers! yess

but im just going to say it to get it out of me.

I am incredibly unhappy. Usually i can see a light at the end of the tunnel- some knowing that it will get better.... Something went dark. I turned the lights off. I let everything get to me. What the hell is my problem? I pray to god that this is the lowest i'll get this time around. I think this is ( Read more... )

It's not as far fetched as people make it out to be

It's not
What you thought
When you first began it
You got
What you want
Now you can hardly stand it though,
By now you know
It's not going to stop
It's not going to stop
It's not going to stop
'Til you wise up


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three jobs i've had:

• Barista
  
• call girl
  
• Selling Carters Baby clothes

three films i can watch over and over:

• Walk the Line
• Brokeback
  

He is right, but how he puts it so negatively is not right. 
I am not who he thinks i am and i dont think he thinks i have any worth.
I am a no one to him. another one of the crowd. and i know how much he hates the crowd. To him, people are all horrible and have no good qualities. "never trust your doctor" he says "never trust ANYONE" he says.

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