Is it really so horrible? Are you thinking it too?

You are going to be so mad at me.

...and i dont really care. :/

video ipod for me :)
we havent even opened the wrapped gifts yet and its almost noon.

Merry Christmas! :)

What is going on? What am i doing?

oh my gosh.
What is going on?

I want to say everything right now.
but there isnt much left to say.

I hope you know how much you mean to me.
all of you.
especially you.

I'm going to sleep now. Wake me up with better news next time.

(pretend it is the 16th still)

Happy December 16th! aka "truth day"

night

I've come to notice that reading livejournal makes me sad.

I am never watching brokeback with 2 men ever again. especially straight ones.

I am going to sleep.

I have an itch to scratch
run
smile
smack you
sleep
go away
give you a hug

daannce parttyyyyyy!

Its funny how sometimes you can go out and do nothing of importance, and come home a better person ( Read more... )

I spent the whoooolleee day christmas shopping at alderwood mall & im almost finished! I just have to finish up a few little things ( Read more... )

dad, eve, micheal, and Klem are done

mom alysha crystal katie blakely lyah dan tony andrew jeff and bri left

im a little behind

It's okay that im confused. It's okay that have and will continue to make mistakes. It's ok to not be perfect. and even if it wasnt, there is no way to mask it. You already know. It's ok to try my hardest and fail. You dont expect me to do everything right. I make mistakes. I dont know what to do and neither do you. I'm going to try and like this ( Read more... )

Im feeling a little stuck

One step at a time.

I can do it.
Yes...Yes i can.

i wish i could be pointed in the right directon, but i dont think there is any right way to be pointed to

It's all so random.

studied in london
state university
dropped out of highschool
ran off to LA/NY
family connections

....and me?
im still painting