ooc: IM log
[Who:] Rabi and Rinali
[When:] Yesterday around noon.
[Where:] intarwehbs.
[Why:] Cause Rabi needed advice and Rinali's smart.
[Anything else:] Uh. Today is my little brother's birthday. :Db
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lol hammertime: Rinaliiiiii
hate the komrin: Hey Rabi~
lol hammertime: I'm not sure if you heard yet.... we should be coming Home soon friom Paris
lol hammertime: (which is okay, I kinda miss Home)
lol hammertime: There's no Innocence here.
hate the komrin: Oh, that sucks. So the whole mission was for nothing?
lol hammertime: Yep.
lol hammertime: They have good food in Paris, at least.
lol hammertime: And the scenery is nice.
hate the komrin: Haha I'd hate to run into Kanda when you guys get home. He's probably really grumpy.
lol hammertime: ...Yeah
lol hammertime: He'll be really grumpy :/
lol hammertime: Grumpier than usual.
lol hammertime: And he has been.
hate the komrin: You two didn't fight too much, did you :\?
lol hammertime: Fighting was hardly the problem.
hate the komrin: ... What do you mean?
lol hammertime: We got drunk. Well, Yuu did mostly. I was only slightly drunk... but.. :/
lol hammertime: We kinda. Did stuff.
hate the komrin: .... you mean you two....
lol hammertime: ..Yeah.
hate the komrin: ... Ah. Well. Was it just a... one time thing? Or are you guys together now?
lol hammertime: We weren't really all that drunk when that part happened, either...
lol hammertime: We're not together, no...
lol hammertime: I don't know if it's a one time thing or not. He said he didn't know how he felt, and honestly I don't know for sure either. I know I like him. But... I don't know if it's anything like love.
hate the komrin: Well, you should talk to him.... It can't hurt.
lol hammertime: We talked a bit Saturday morning... neither of us had really thought about consequences of the morning after, even though we were both pretty aware of what we were doing. But we haven't talked about it since then.
lol hammertime: The tension is giving me a headache =_=
lol hammertime: That's not ALL I'm worried about though.
hate the komrin: what do you mean?
lol hammertime: Yuu told Allen about it and asked him a few things.
lol hammertime: And I think Allen's really hurt
hate the komrin: ... that idiot...
lol hammertime: I wanna talk to them both. But I don't know if either of them want to talk about it or just forget it.
lol hammertime: Allen was being really avoidant when I talked to him about it, and Yuu's just... been grumpy.
hate the komrin: I think you should keep trying to talk to Kanda for now. You don't want to accidentally hurt Allen again if you keep trying to get him to talk about a sore subject.
lol hammertime: Alright... I'll talk to him about it, I guess. I have no idea what to say though.
lol hammertime: As for Allen.... I can understand him not wanting to talk about it, but it's like he's pretending to be happy so that I'll leave him alone.
hate the komrin: If that's the way he wants to handle things, you shouldn't question him.
lol hammertime: I think it is partly my fault he's upset. I did those things with Yuu knowing how Allen felt.
lol hammertime: But what if he's really hurt? I don't wanna just leave him to his misery and drop it at that. I'd feel awful. I worry about him.. :/
hate the komrin: Don't blame yourself, Rabi
hate the komrin: well, after you talk to Kanda, you should talk to him. Just... not about THAT. Just ask him if he's okay.
lol hammertime: I wanna see him when we get back... but I don't think he'll want to see me.
hate the komrin: You can't know until you go talk to him. Maybe all he needs right now is someone to talk to.
lol hammertime: What if he doesn't wanna see me at all, though?
hate the komrin: there's no harm in trying.
lol hammertime: But what if I upset him even MORE?
lol hammertime: @_@
hate the komrin: :\ You're going to need to talk to him eventually
lol hammertime: Guh... I know. I guess I'm just a little scared about what he'll say.
hate the komrin: You have a right to be... but if you don't get this off your chest, it'll just keep nagging you.
lol hammertime: Funny... that's what I told Yuu that night, when we talked.
hate the komrin: and what'd he say?
lol hammertime: He didn't really give me a direct reply... I just mentioned that bottling up feelings doesn't make them go away, it makes them worse. Because he doesn't open himself to people much.
lol hammertime: Sorry for ranting, by the way.
hate the komrin: No, it's okay. I don't mind.
hate the komrin: And you're right about what you said to him. He really needs to realize that caring is NOT a bad thing. :\
lol hammertime: He does care, though, he told me.
lol hammertime: But he doesn't show it and he's hesitant to do so... :/
hate the komrin: Well at least he does care. Just give him time. :\ Maybe he'll open up eventually.
lol hammertime: He probably wouldn't like it if he knew I was telling you about this... >_>; Keep it quiet?
lol hammertime: I hope he does, at least a little.
hate the komrin: Sure. I won't tell a soul ^_^
lol hammertime: It sounds totally lame but seeing him open up even just a little made me really happy.
hate the komrin: Aww, that's not lame. =\
lol hammertime: It sounds like something a girl would say :|
hate the komrin: ... Hey, girls aren't the only people that can be romantic. :|
lol hammertime: Are you calling me romantic? <.<
hate the komrin: ...so what if I am? It's not a BAD thing, Rabi.
lol hammertime: It's embarassing! >|
hate the komrin: Aww, getting embarassed over such a little thing :P?
lol hammertime: jdkshfskdjh Rinali fjhskj
hate the komrin: What~?
lol hammertime: "what~?" like you're all innocent.
lol hammertime: I told you you don't fool me anymore :P!
hate the komrin: :PPP
lol hammertime: Anyway, I gotta go work on my report. XP It won't take long since there wasn't any Innocence involved, but I'd rather go ahead and get it done
hate the komrin: 'kay. See you when you get back. ^_^
lol hammertime: Bye! Thanks for listening to my ranting, Rinali, I'll see you later~
hate the komrin: No problem~
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[When:] Yesterday around noon.
[Where:] intarwehbs.
[Why:] Cause Rabi needed advice and Rinali's smart.
[Anything else:] Uh. Today is my little brother's birthday. :Db
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lol hammertime: Rinaliiiiii
hate the komrin: Hey Rabi~
lol hammertime: I'm not sure if you heard yet.... we should be coming Home soon friom Paris
lol hammertime: (which is okay, I kinda miss Home)
lol hammertime: There's no Innocence here.
hate the komrin: Oh, that sucks. So the whole mission was for nothing?
lol hammertime: Yep.
lol hammertime: They have good food in Paris, at least.
lol hammertime: And the scenery is nice.
hate the komrin: Haha I'd hate to run into Kanda when you guys get home. He's probably really grumpy.
lol hammertime: ...Yeah
lol hammertime: He'll be really grumpy :/
lol hammertime: Grumpier than usual.
lol hammertime: And he has been.
hate the komrin: You two didn't fight too much, did you :\?
lol hammertime: Fighting was hardly the problem.
hate the komrin: ... What do you mean?
lol hammertime: We got drunk. Well, Yuu did mostly. I was only slightly drunk... but.. :/
lol hammertime: We kinda. Did stuff.
hate the komrin: .... you mean you two....
lol hammertime: ..Yeah.
hate the komrin: ... Ah. Well. Was it just a... one time thing? Or are you guys together now?
lol hammertime: We weren't really all that drunk when that part happened, either...
lol hammertime: We're not together, no...
lol hammertime: I don't know if it's a one time thing or not. He said he didn't know how he felt, and honestly I don't know for sure either. I know I like him. But... I don't know if it's anything like love.
hate the komrin: Well, you should talk to him.... It can't hurt.
lol hammertime: We talked a bit Saturday morning... neither of us had really thought about consequences of the morning after, even though we were both pretty aware of what we were doing. But we haven't talked about it since then.
lol hammertime: The tension is giving me a headache =_=
lol hammertime: That's not ALL I'm worried about though.
hate the komrin: what do you mean?
lol hammertime: Yuu told Allen about it and asked him a few things.
lol hammertime: And I think Allen's really hurt
hate the komrin: ... that idiot...
lol hammertime: I wanna talk to them both. But I don't know if either of them want to talk about it or just forget it.
lol hammertime: Allen was being really avoidant when I talked to him about it, and Yuu's just... been grumpy.
hate the komrin: I think you should keep trying to talk to Kanda for now. You don't want to accidentally hurt Allen again if you keep trying to get him to talk about a sore subject.
lol hammertime: Alright... I'll talk to him about it, I guess. I have no idea what to say though.
lol hammertime: As for Allen.... I can understand him not wanting to talk about it, but it's like he's pretending to be happy so that I'll leave him alone.
hate the komrin: If that's the way he wants to handle things, you shouldn't question him.
lol hammertime: I think it is partly my fault he's upset. I did those things with Yuu knowing how Allen felt.
lol hammertime: But what if he's really hurt? I don't wanna just leave him to his misery and drop it at that. I'd feel awful. I worry about him.. :/
hate the komrin: Don't blame yourself, Rabi
hate the komrin: well, after you talk to Kanda, you should talk to him. Just... not about THAT. Just ask him if he's okay.
lol hammertime: I wanna see him when we get back... but I don't think he'll want to see me.
hate the komrin: You can't know until you go talk to him. Maybe all he needs right now is someone to talk to.
lol hammertime: What if he doesn't wanna see me at all, though?
hate the komrin: there's no harm in trying.
lol hammertime: But what if I upset him even MORE?
lol hammertime: @_@
hate the komrin: :\ You're going to need to talk to him eventually
lol hammertime: Guh... I know. I guess I'm just a little scared about what he'll say.
hate the komrin: You have a right to be... but if you don't get this off your chest, it'll just keep nagging you.
lol hammertime: Funny... that's what I told Yuu that night, when we talked.
hate the komrin: and what'd he say?
lol hammertime: He didn't really give me a direct reply... I just mentioned that bottling up feelings doesn't make them go away, it makes them worse. Because he doesn't open himself to people much.
lol hammertime: Sorry for ranting, by the way.
hate the komrin: No, it's okay. I don't mind.
hate the komrin: And you're right about what you said to him. He really needs to realize that caring is NOT a bad thing. :\
lol hammertime: He does care, though, he told me.
lol hammertime: But he doesn't show it and he's hesitant to do so... :/
hate the komrin: Well at least he does care. Just give him time. :\ Maybe he'll open up eventually.
lol hammertime: He probably wouldn't like it if he knew I was telling you about this... >_>; Keep it quiet?
lol hammertime: I hope he does, at least a little.
hate the komrin: Sure. I won't tell a soul ^_^
lol hammertime: It sounds totally lame but seeing him open up even just a little made me really happy.
hate the komrin: Aww, that's not lame. =\
lol hammertime: It sounds like something a girl would say :|
hate the komrin: ... Hey, girls aren't the only people that can be romantic. :|
lol hammertime: Are you calling me romantic? <.<
hate the komrin: ...so what if I am? It's not a BAD thing, Rabi.
lol hammertime: It's embarassing! >|
hate the komrin: Aww, getting embarassed over such a little thing :P?
lol hammertime: jdkshfskdjh Rinali fjhskj
hate the komrin: What~?
lol hammertime: "what~?" like you're all innocent.
lol hammertime: I told you you don't fool me anymore :P!
hate the komrin: :PPP
lol hammertime: Anyway, I gotta go work on my report. XP It won't take long since there wasn't any Innocence involved, but I'd rather go ahead and get it done
hate the komrin: 'kay. See you when you get back. ^_^
lol hammertime: Bye! Thanks for listening to my ranting, Rinali, I'll see you later~
hate the komrin: No problem~
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