i think i prettymuch just had theworstweekendever.
&nobody has time to make it better.

edit:
the happy feeling is gone.

obvs i rlyrly think i'm just NOT supposed to be happy.
just NOT.

i miss the stupidest things.
&just having fun.
i don't understand why it needs to be like this.
i'm so sentimental.

if you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. it can be anything you want- good or bad. when you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or moritified) about what people remember about you.

you'd think that by now i'd be getting sick of it.
but i think i'm just getting started.
again.

( we abs NEEDED to catch up. )

i wanna go to jingleball.
but i want someone to take me.
that would be the ultimate xmas present.

i can't imagine a day without you
but i think i'm going to have to try.

nevermind,
i can't breathe.

if it gets me through the day